BOUND TO THE RUTHLESS ALPHA のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 131 - チャプター 140

Soraya's PovDarius insisted we have a pack dinner that night to show unity and calm everyone's fears about the missing members and recent attacks. I didn't want to go because I felt terrible and my mark was burning constantly but he said it was important."The pack needs to see us together" he said. "They need to see that we're strong and not afraid.""But I am afraid.""I know. But we can't show them that. We have to project confidence even if we don't feel it."So I got dressed in nice clothes and tried to cover up how sick I looked with makeup. It didn't work very well but it was better than nothing.The dining hall was packed with pack members. Long tables were set up with food and everyone was trying to act normal but I could feel the tension in the air. People kept glancing at me and whispering to each other.Darius and I sat at the head table with his mother and Dante. I tried to eat but my stomach was in knots. My mark was burning worse than ever and I kept having these weird

Darius's PovI had been stuck in bed for two days, I could not move without feeling like my whole body was on fire. The crack in my seal kept getting bigger and sometimes I could see it glowing even when I closed my eyes. Darius brought me food but I could not eat most of it because my stomach hurt too much."You need to try" he said putting a bowl of soup on the nightstand. "You are getting weaker.""I know but everything tastes wrong.""Just a few bites please."I took three spoonfuls to make him happy and then I lay back down. My head was pounding, the room kept spinning even though I was lying still."Do you want me to get the doctor again?""No. He could not do anything anyway, we just had to wait for the seal to break."Darius sat on the edge of the bed and took my hand. "I hated seeing you like this.""I hated being like this."He stayed with me for a while longer but then Dante called him about something and he had to leave. I was alone in the room and the pain was getting wor

Soraya's PovDarius put guards outside our room and I hate it but I understand why. The Patriarch is coming and everyone is on edge. I can hear people moving around the mansion all day and night preparing for something they do not really understand.My seal has cracked even more and now there are three distinct lines running through the mark. The doctor came to check on me this morning and he said the seal would probably break completely within the next few days."What happens when it breaks?" I asked him."I do not know" he admitted. "I have never seen anything like this before. But you should prepare yourself for the shift to be painful.""More painful than this?""Possibly. Your wolf has been suppressed for seventeen years. When she finally emerges it will not be gentle."After he left I stared at my wrist and wondered what it would feel like. Would I still be me or would my wolf take over like she promised in the vision? I did not know and that scared me more than anything.Darius

Soraya's PovThe next morning Irene came to check on me and bring me some tea. She had been one of the few pack members who still treated me kindly even after everything that happened at the dinner."How are you feeling today?" she asked setting the tea on the nightstand."About the same, maybe a little worse.""The doctor said your seal will break soon. Are you scared?""Terrified. I do not know what will happen when my wolf finally emerges.""You will be fine. You are stronger than you think."I wished I could believe that but my wolf had been getting louder and more aggressive every day. She kept pushing against the seal trying to break through and I was getting tired of fighting her."Irene can I ask you something?""Of course.""Do you think I am dangerous? Do you think the pack is right to be afraid of me?"She sat down on the edge of the bed and thought about it for a moment. "I think you have been through something terrible and you are dealing with forces you do not understand

Soraya's PovAfter Darius left to finalize the trap plan, I sat on the bed thinking about everything that was about to happen. Tomorrow night I would be used as bait to lure out the man who created me. I was terrified but I knew it had to be done.But before I went through with this I needed answers about my mother. I had been too scared to ask before but now that I might die tomorrow I could not put it off anymore.I got out of bed and walked to the door. The guards outside looked surprised to see me."I need to speak with Kayla" I said. "Can someone bring her here?""The Alpha said you should stay in your room Luna.""I know what he said. But I need to talk to Kayla and it cannot wait. Please."The guard looked uncertain but finally he nodded. "I will send someone to get her. But you need to stay in your room.""I will. Thank you."Twenty minutes later Kayla arrived looking worried. "Soraya what is wrong? Are you okay?""I am fine. I just need to talk to you about something importan