Maddie I collapsed on the bed the moment I got to my room. It's so soft, and I didn't mind sleeping off immediately, but Mum's voice interrupted. “Honey, do you want to run…?” “Mum, please, I need to rest,” she sighs, and I could feel her gaze burn behind my back. I knew she had questions she needed to ask me, but at that moment I didn't want affection coming from others or any justification anymore. I want to let it out. I want to stop the heaviness of my chest, like the world was pressed against my shoulder. I want to breathe. I want to be happy even if it's just for once. A moment. “Good night, darling.” She leans closer and pecks my head before walking to the door. I heard the switch turn off and the door gently shut behind me, and that was when I turned my posture to be facing the ceiling. Memories I wish to bury surface like it was a movie. Imaginations keep forming in my head, envisioning Carlson coming for me and how I will act and give him the piece of my mind, b
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