Semua Bab His Majesty’s Captive : Bab 31 - Bab 35

Fiona's pov I couldn't look him in the eye. I felt undeserving of his hugs and kisses. When he threaded our fingers together, I wanted to pull away in disgust for myself and when he called me dear, I felt like falling to my knees to seek forgiveness.Jarek's brown eyes still bore warmth towards me, he had believed when I said my tears were from being overwhelmed by healing the king.He had told me how proud he was of me and how my skills would soon be acclaimed all around.I let him lead me to our favorite spot, my head was on his shoulder when he pulled me down and he placed his palm against my back comfortingly.The morning breeze blew gently, caressing my skin lightly just as Jarek touched me. The sun was rising steadily, spreading bright rays across the sky.It was a beautiful atmosphere but my heart was heavy with guilt and my tongue couldn't find any words nor were my eyes able to view the Beauty.He had tried requesting what exactly had happened in there but

Fiona's pov It was almost dusk when Lyanna dismissed me. I had stood for hours in the corner of her room watching her get prepared for the banquet and only after taunting me further did she let me go.I got out of her chambers, making my way out of the building with a heart clustered with dark emotions. I didn't even have time to sit in a corner and empty my teary eyes, I had to go and prepare for the banquet myself.My steps took me across the fields making way for the slave quarters. On getting closer, I could already see Maura waiting for me at the entrance.Her hand was raised when she caught sight of me, waving at me to hurry up and I quickened my pace."Good evening Maura." I greeted her the moment I got to her, "Sorry I am late.""No need to be sorry." Her tone was sad, "I know that woman must have kept you waiting. Quick, you need to head to the palace now, hurry up and bade your child goodbye then meet me in my chamber."I nodded at her words and made my