The moment they wheeled Rachel into the theatre and the doors closed in my face, I felt the weight of everything crash down on me all at once, not violently, not dramatically, but slowly like something heavy pressing against my chest and refusing to move. The red light above the door came on, and that tiny glow suddenly controlled my entire existence. As long as it was on, she was between life and death. As long as it was on, I had no control.I have always hated not having control. I stood there for a while, staring at nothing, listening to the faint movements behind the door, imagining the doctors cutting into her, praying her body would not reject the kidney, praying her heart would not give up. I kept seeing her coughing blood in my arms, her fingers gripping mine weakly, her voice asking me not to become a murderer. Even now, even when she could barely breathe, she was thinking about my soul, And then I thought of Nathan. They had locked him downstairs in a priv
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