Eliora's POVI didn't throw her out.I thought about it. The impulse was there, familiar, well-worn, the same reflex I had been reaching for every time Lydia Monroe appeared in my life with her careful eyes and the particular timing that always managed to be the worst possible one. I thought about it and then I looked at her standing in the doorway of the bedroom, she had followed me upstairs.I was too tired."Sit down," I said.She sat. On the chair by the window, not the bed, leaving the distance, not pushing for closeness she hadn't earned. I noticed that. I didn't say anything about it.Zoey looked at me. I looked back at her and gave her the smallest nod I could manage. She stood, squeezed my hand once, and left, pulling the door almost closed behind her.And then it was just us.My mother and me and all the years between us sitting in the room like a third presence… heavy and specific and entirely too large for the space.She opened her mouth."Don't apologise yet," I said. "I
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