“God, Yvette, what was that?” I groaned as I tried to sit up the next morning, my shoulders hurt, everywhere felt heavy, even my butt hurt because I had come crashing down quickly because of that panic attack. Instead of thinking of how to get painkillers, I was fantasizing about Joachim's blue eyes and his lips when he came up close to me. Soon, I was smiling sheepishly and had to stop when I remembered the bottomless loneliness in his eyes. Someone must have wronged him or broke his heart.  And what he said, about forgetting what it felt like to be scared? I mean, who forgets that? A crack in the armor, for sure. One I never, ever expected to see.  After that we just stayed there. On the cold floor. I thought he was proud and arrogant, cold and selfish but the man who stayed with me till my heart stopped hammering wasn't the Joachim Knight I know.  He eventually got me onto one of the giant white couches and then he was just gone. Left me alone. But the silence wasn't scary for on
 Last Updated : 2025-09-14
Last Updated : 2025-09-14