•NOAH•The day of Donald’s funeral came sooner than I expected, and I felt sick the moment I stepped out of the car and saw the hearse parked in front of the church, because seeing it made everything real in a way nothing else had.I stood still beside my grandfather, staring at the coffin being carried inside by the men in black suits, and my chest tightened when I realized that my brother was inside that box and that I would never see him alive again.I didn't know what I was supposed to feel, because Donald had done terrible things, but he had still been part of my life since childhood, and there had been a time when he had been someone I trusted and defended.“We should go inside,” my grandfather muttered, patting my back.I nodded, even though my legs felt heavy, and I forced myself to walk toward the church entrance, trying to prepare myself for what was waiting inside.The church was already full of people dressed in black, and their voices were low as they spoke to each other,
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