All Chapters of Step Too Far: Ruined By Him: Chapter 181 - Chapter 190

LeviPain, that’s all I feel. An emptiness inside, as though I’ve lost everything. My pulse is pounding. Ringing in my ears is all that I can hear. I’m standing here in silence, looking at the blood on the floor, she’s gone. That’s all that’s going through my mind. Someone has taken her, and I need her back. She’s been gone for God knows how long now and I already feel as though I’m drowning. I’ve never felt this way before, like I have no control over what’s going on.“Jag,” I call out through gritted teeth.“Boss?” he replies, his voice deep and his eyes menacing. “What do you need?”“Find me Juan,” I demand. I know I have everyone on this but I need Jagger, right now he's the only man I trust to help me find her.“I'm on it boss. I'm going to find her. Levi, we will get her back.” It’s a promiseI nod, she left our parent’s house because of the shit that she found out. She didn't call me; she ran, it’s something I didn't think she would do. I thought she would at least talk to me f

Renae"Renae, Renae?" Why is Lacey crying?Opening my eyes, pain blasts through my head making me cry out in pain, I quickly close them again."Renae, are you okay?" she asks and I hear metal clinking. "Renae, will you please answer me?"I open my eyes once again, the pain not as blinding as the last time. "I'm..." my voice is hoarse. Blinking, I glance around the room. For some reason I'm lying down. The dirty, off white walls are bare and the only light is coming from a tiny window. Looking over to Lacey, I see she's sitting on a dirty old mattress, there's blood just above her right eye. Licking my lips, I wince at the feeling of my cracked lips, along with the metallic taste of blood. "I'm okay, where are we?"She shakes her head. "I have no idea." The terror in her voice is clear to hear and it makes me wonder what my voice sounds like. Do I sound just as terrified?I try to sit up and cry out once again in pain along with a clinking sound. "Lacey?" I call out. My entire body is

He's right it is a fucked up situation, and trying to find out who has Renae is like trying to find a needle in a haystack. Nobody knows anything. Whoever has her, must have a lot of backing. Or they’re keeping it very close to their chest. Meaning they don’t trust anyone with this information. That’s what I reckon has happened. That it’s someone quiet and unassuming. I need to find out who can keep something so quiet, my men talk worse than gossipers in the salon getting their hair done. That’s why my mind is fucked, I can't work out who it is, and all I can focus on is finding Renae. But for me to find her I have to know who it is. It’s a vicious circle, one that is never going to end.“I tell you one thing, Jag, I find it funny timing that Tina and Dad are coming back now. I mean Renae has been gone three days now and they’ve not been involved at all in trying to find her and all of a sudden they decide they want to find out what's happening. It doesn’t sit right Jag.” There’s some

LeviI swirl the amber liquor in my glass as I wait for the door to open. The television is off and I'm shrouded in darkness, everything that's happened over the last few days has been re-playing over mind as I wait for Barney, my dad, and Tina to walk in. Martin hasn't called and I'm taking it that he's not found Carina yet. Martin and Barney have been with me since the beginning, neither have motive as I've never done anything to them, yet both have had plenty of opportunity. They’re both acting suspicious. Either that, or I'm losing the plot completely and taking everything they do and scrutinizing it.One thing is for sure, one of my men has Renae. There's no doubt in my mind, not anymore. I’ve thought about it so much these past three days, and talking to Jagger I just cemented the fact that what I believed in the beginning is true. Now I know for sure, I need to find out how they knew where they were going to be. Renae never told anyone. The usual person I'd go to, to find this

"That may be so, Boss, but that could be just down to the fact that his mom's dying."I frown. "Dying? Explain!" I demand. How the hell didn't I know about this before?"Boss, she has cancer. This is her third bout, they say this time its incurable. She gets weaker by the day. That's why he's been so distant, so preoccupied." His voice low as he informs me."Why hasn't anything been said before?" Why is it only coming to light now?He shrugs. "It wasn't for me to say. He didn't want anyone knowing just yet. I found out by accident, I overheard his phone call."I'm silent as I process what I've just been told. I understand that he's pre-occupied but I'm not convinced he's not the one to do this shit. "I'm going to have to talk to him."He stands. "Is there anything else?""Yes, I need you to..." The ringing of my cell stops me. Pulling my cell out my pocket, I see Jagger's name on the screen. "Jag?""Boss, I've found Carina.""I thought you were talking to Sarah?" I ask, confusion sett