Chapter 1

I dumped my boyfriend, Julius Rowe, with the excuse that we weren't compatible when it came to our intimate life. He was a great guy, no doubt. In fact, he was an amazing caregiver. It was just that he was too gentle with me in bed. Although I was immensely pleasured during each round, it just wasn't enough to satisfy me.The breakup was swift. Julius stood where he was, his eyes already red-rimmed. Still, he didn't stop me from leaving.He knew that stopping me was futile anyway. It wasn't like I'd stay for him.Three months had passed since then. Yet, I kept thinking of Julius every now and then. This was definitely atypical of me. It bothered me so much that I decided to drown my troubles at a famous bar.But I never expected to bump into Julius there. The server had invited him over to share the table with me. Every step he took rattled my heart to the core. Despite my erratic heartbeat, I lifted my glass at him with faux calmness. "It's been a long time since we last m

Chapter 2

It would be alright. It was just physical intimacy. Doing the deed with Julius would make me feel really good. He was very gentle with me in bed, so he'd never hurt me.But obviously, I was wrong."Ahh! Julius, what the—?" I couldn't help screaming, my tears already welling up in my eyes.I didn't know what had triggered Julius to make him this rough and ruthless in bed. We'd just gotten started, and yet I was already shaking like a leaf from the force.Julius didn't say anything. He just pinned me down, his hips thrusting into me like a powerful engine. Occasionally, he'd flip me over. This made me feel as though I were a fish being flipped repeatedly on a frying pan."Stop it…" I panted out, my vision already blurred by tears. I couldn't help but keep gripping my pillow tightly.Had Julius gone nuts? It was one thing to literally screw my senses out with his amazing techniques, but it was another to remain silent the whole time!I kicked at him, hoping to shake him off me. Unf

Chapter 3

Round two was rough, brutal, yet passionate at the same time. I had nowhere to run, so to speak.The toe-curling pleasure had already overpowered my senses, making me scream and wail the whole time. I remembered slurring Julius' name as well.Oh god… It was too satisfying, to say the least.I couldn't fathom how much effort Julius had put into restraining his urges to hide his true self from me so flawlessly. Now that he'd decided to release his pent-up urges in one go, I couldn't endure the consequences at all.The overwhelming pleasure made me feel like I was on the brink of death and didn't even give me a chance to catch my breath. All I could do was writhe in pleasure under Julius.Julius wiped my tears away for me. Then, he carried me into the bathroom for the third round. By then, I could barely lift a finger.When Julius was finally completely satiated, the hotel room was left in a huge mess. I snuggled under the covers before hugging him from behind, my cheek already plas

Chapter 4

That man stayed in the master bedroom, which also happened to be Julius' room.When I was still in my first relationship with Julius, I'd stay in the guest room whenever I got mad at him. Whenever that happened, Julius would move to the guest room just to coax me.As time passed, the guest room became our private sanctuary. That left his master bedroom vacant.Once I moved out of Julius' apartment, he must have moved back into the master bedroom. Since that man was already living there, I knew what the truth actually was.If Julius was already in a relationship with someone else, why did he agree to get back together with me? Why did he bring me back to his place?He was just bullying me at this point, wasn't he? Was it so that he could get back at me for dumping him?A series of knocks came from the door at that moment, and soon, Julius opened it. "Don't stew in anger now." He caressed my face. "That was my cousin, James Henderson."Julius knew me far too well. In an instant,

Chapter 5

Our chairs were placed side by side. If I were to scoot over just a little bit more, I'd be able to kiss Julius on the cheek.A smirk soon appeared on my face. Still, I pretended to look troubled."You're sitting so close to me that I can't even move my right hand around. How am I going to eat now?"Julius knew that I was left-handed, but he still decided to feed me with a spoon.I didn't continue kicking up a fuss. After all, James was still here with us. When James was done eating, he told us he'd return to his room before hurrying back inside. My gaze was trained on him the entire time, as I was afraid that he might stumble or bump into something. Only after I saw him make it back to his room safely did I continue eating.After filling my stomach with food, I stretched lazily, feeling very satisfied. Julius rose to his feet to clear the table and clean the kitchen. As for me, I began tidying the rest of the apartment.As always, we spent a wild night in bed. Julius seemed to

Chapter 6

A long while later, Julius finally replied hoarsely, "I'm sorry. I'm the one who's remained stuck in the past. Till now, I have yet to walk out of the darkness."I was also the one who told you that we'd be in a proper relationship this time, and yet I'm also the one who's making you suffer."Our bodies were still connected. As he remained glued inside me, Julius started to repent for his sins.I moved to nestle into his arms, trying my hardest to endure as the pleasure built up. My breathing was completely ragged at this point, and my body kept trembling as well."It feels so good, Julius… You're amazing…" I breathed out in a quivering tone as I lay in his arms. Then, I raised my head to look him in the eye. "You can unleash your true self with me, but at least give me a bit of time to catch my breath, okay?"…Since then, our relationship became more amicable. My words seemed to have triggered something within Julius. He began letting loose his possessiveness, jealousy, and n