(Maya)“You have to want to,” he says. “Not just in this moment while you’re hurting. You have to want it tomorrow, and next week, and the week after that.”“I do, I will.” “You will think that, but when you’re tired, stressed, emotionally vulnerable, or just needing the high that comes from it… everything in your body remembers the old rules.”“How do I break the pattern?”“One decision at a time,” he says. “But I’ll warn you… the hardest part of any addiction is keeping the resolve. Making the choice even when it’s hard. I’m an addict. I know. You can trust me.”I breathe shakily. “I want to trust you.”He waits a long second. “Good. Then do it.”A lump forms in my throat. “How do I know you’re not just saying all the right things because I’m paying you a fortune right now? You could walk away as soon as the money stops.”“I’m not your employee,” he says, voice firm and steady. “Yes, you hired me. Yes, you pay me. That money allows my team to do what’s needed to get the information
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