The Mercer estate slept under a blanket of snow, quiet and still. Rowan did not. He lay in his bed, staring at the ceiling, his breath coming in short, uneven pulls. The room was warm—healers had insisted on keeping the fires high, the blankets thick—but he felt cold. Deep cold. The kind that came from inside. It started as a whisper. A pressure behind his ribs. A weight on his chest. Not physical—something else. Something worse. Then it grew. Grief. Guilt. A sorrow so vast it had no edges, no bottom, no end. It poured through the bond like water through a cracked dam, and Rowan couldn't stop it, couldn't block it, couldn't breathe around it. Damian. He knew it was Damian. Had to be. The bond between them—that cursed, unwanted, irreversible thing—was a live wire, and something had just electrified it. Rowan gasped, curling onto his side, fingers digging into the sheets. What happened? He didn't know. Couldn't know. No one had told him anything—not really. Bits and pieces, ye
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