~LAIA~Butterflies swim in my stomach. I'm scared that I won't be able to leave this life behind no matter how hard I try. I'm scared that when I eventually leave, I won't be able to forget those gray eyes, that intoxicating scent of his, the way he looks at me, and the sessions of training he teaches me. I'm fucking scared that they'll haunt me and my betrayal will make it worse.But I mean, it's life, isn't it... It's never ever fair... it doesn't fucking play fair.I pour my fear into the kiss, allowing him to explore every corner of my mouth, feeling the moment and planning to savor every second of it... because tomorrow I become someone else entirely, a new beginning, and a fresh start.I let the guilt of leaving consume me. We pull apart, and I fill my lungs with as much air as I can.I catch a change in his eyes, and then he looks away, staring through the car window. His jaw is tight, those veins ticking so hard. What's going through his head? Is he probably regretting the kis
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