All Chapters of Appealing To His Gaze : Chapter 131 - Chapter 140

Aiden POV I have never experienced this amount of misunderstanding in my entire life and this was too much for me to handle but at the same time I was trying to figure out if I was trust over reacting or if I was right. I should never have allowed myself to get entangled to the point where now every of my words were taken out of context and described to mean something else entirely. How was I supposed to prove that this was just me trying to be as easygoing as I could? If I had the simplest idea that this was going to fall apart just at once I would never have taken the chance in the beginning. I would instead have made it possible for myself to be able to retract when it was no longer serving me. I should not have also allowed myself to be pressured into doing something that was beyond my control. I believe that if I was supposed to be meeting any effort then it was not real which was quite the opposite of what I should be feeling. Devin had already made peace with the idea th

Devin POV My eyes refused to pop open immediately after the words had been translated to me. It is not that we do bad . I was starting to think of other solitudes that could help but nothing clicked in my head. Instead I was left with a myriad of people trying to chase something different. Festus dropped a brown envelope on my table, his head popping out of his eyes as he stared at me."I'm not feeling anything strange, I feel like you're holding out information on me on purpose and while that might be a good thing, I can't guarantee that there would not be casualties instead, I perceive that it would take a lot of time to be able to get to the point where..."I held a finger up, silencing him from acting further strange. I would not be subjected to a life of stupidity especially when I could prevent it. I had my foot neck deep in something else that was supposed to hold water but for some reason, there was something else that I was trying to achieve and none of it was working for m

Devin POV I should have been expecting a level of disappointment especially from the way everybody had decided to make things look when they wanted to get something from you but I kind of figured out that he was going to be different. I didn't know that I was only deceiving myself into thinking that festus was a good guy and now that the cat was finally out of the bag there was no need for us to keep pretending. My best foot would be to keep quiet and pretend like I do not even have a clue about what is going on because this could all be Aiden's move. Stella might also have gotten involved one way or the other and I'm only waiting for the best time for me to finally get out. "Did you know that she tried to come onto me and thinking that I'm not going to figure it that she's nothing but an idiot." Festus complained. "I don't care about anything but I initially put everything else on hold. If you're willing to walk the long rope, then you should also be ready to make this necessar

Aiden POV Building something different was not part of my agenda in fact it was one of the things that I had signaled to myself about and made a promise that I was not going to complete it. Devin had messaged me earlier that he was going to have a discussion with me but I didn't have any clue on what's to expect in fact it was just almost as if he had been waiting for me to do something more dangerous time what he currently wanted us to discuss which was not a bad thing. However I wanted it to be made plain to him that the minor exceptions would have to be taken care of as much as possible to make sure that we do not bridge the gap. I would not also be accommodating anything that was going to land me in depression or something that was also going to make me wonder if my worth was based on my affiliation or something else. I took a deep sharp breath trying to figure out when and what next would have to be done to make sure that I did not lose my mind in the process but all of that

Aiden POV I was tired of chasing after a man who did not want to be found in fact he had made it clear a whole lot of times that he didn't want anything to do with me so there was no need for me to keep deceiving myself into thinking that both of us would ever become great on the same page or else I was just going to be bad reading with a lot of hard break. I wanted to figure out things by myself but not at the expense of my own life. I know that sometimes it could be hard to understand the matters of love and it was quite believable to some extent but I still wanted to figure out if this was something that Devin had thought through or he was just doing his based on pressure. I was never going to force anybody into becoming close to me or doing anything that was beyond what they had ever imagined because that was not how I was raised but in this context I kind of felt like he was misunderstanding a lot of things to put him straight. "I don't see how this is any of my business if