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Gerard..Two days had passed, but the silence still clung to me. I had held my phone a thousand times, my thumbs hovering across the screen. But each time I told myself no. He should be the one to reach out to me. He was the one who had an explanation to give.And yet, Tommy had vanished. No calls. No message. Not even a word.Even if we weren’t lovers, even if we weren’t together, but at least we had a connection. We slept together on my bed. Did that mean nothing to him?I tried to bury my thoughts, but my mind didn’t cooperate.And then it happened, a chemical splashed on my hands.It burned through my gloves, and into the skin of my finger.Pain shot up my arm, like fire, my skin instantly turning red.“Ah—shit,” I hissed, clutching my burning hand.And that only made it burn worse.Valentina appeared by my side. “Oh my God!” She yelped. “Your hand,” she continued, dragging my hands under the running tap.The cool water hit my skin, offering temporary relief.“What were you th

Tommy..It’s been a few minutes since Gerard said he was close. I had showered, worn perfume, and styled my hair, like I was auditioning for a role.Now I was pacing around my eyes constantly darting to the door.When the knock came my heart lurched in my chest. I could already see his shadow through the cracks of the door.My heart thudded louder as I drew closer to the door. Different thoughts coursed through my head. Would he be angry?The image of his face that day popped into my mind. How his gaze broke, the way his lips twitched.Fuck. He probably hated me by now.The knock came again, pulling me out of my head.I dragged my feet towards the door. My hand lingered for a split second before I opened the door.It creaked open, and there he was. Gerard stood, a soft expression on his face.When his eyes met mine, he smirked. “Is this how far you wanted to run away?”I rolled my eyes, trying to mask the flutters his smile had stirred. “I wasn’t running,” I said, “I just needed tim

GERARD..Whenever I touched him, even though he enjoyed it, his body tightened. Almost like he was committing an unforgivable sin.It made my chest tighten. Almost like something was wrong, like my feelings for him were wrong.But tonight, he wasn’t like that. I had no idea what Freya had said to Tommy. He was bolder now. The way his hands slithered to the back of my hair. The way he thrusted his cock into my mouth. The way he moaned out—confidently. Not like before, like he was scared of hearing his moans.A soft smile would have formed on my lips if I weren’t so busy sucking his cock.I spread his butt cheeks and reached for his asshole. I traced his hole. Blood rushed, making my cock twitch. Nothing I wanted more than burying my dick inside of him. But I enjoyed watching him take control. So I held back and kept playing with his hole. “You can put it in,” he said, his voice raspy.I could feel his voice in my chest. My heart thrummed.It was nice seeing him ask for it. It wa

Tommy..The click sound of the door shutting turned my blood to ice in my veins. The last time we wete an enclosed space, I was forced to kiss him. Who knew what else he would make me do?I stretched my hands, both palms facing him. “Stay back.”The words left my mouth, too quick—too sharp.Liam took another step forward.“Don’t come close.”His eyes flickered, hurt—pain—flashing across them. “So this is how we’re going to be now?” His voice roughened at the edges. “I can’t stand near you?”I didn’t know how many times I had to say this, but my tongue was already getting tired.“You should’ve thought about that before making me kiss you,” I said, jaw ticking. I didn’t want to tell him. But I think he needed to know. Maybe that’d make it obvious to him.“I felt utterly disgusted,” I said, “up till now, I still haven’t gotten over it. Anytime I remember my skin crawls.”I thought those words would snap his mind into the right place.Liam exhaled. “Time, with time you’d get used to i

Tommy..Two days had passed; I kept counting without meaning to.Morning visits and evening visits all blurred into each other as I sat beside Liam. The machine hummed. It beeped. The air only grew colder, but it was still summer, so I was aware it was just me.I talked about work and how workers keep asking about him and his health.We had lied; it was an accident. I couldn’t tell anyone he tried to take his life. I couldn’t tell if I didn’t want people to see him as weak, or if I was just scared that saying it out loud would make me a monster. After all, I caused this.I told him about my boring routine. I didn't know how he could hear me. I didn’t know if I wanted him to.My father had noticed that I was spending more time here than at work. “I thought you no longer saw him as family,” he had said.I didn’t answer. I didn’t know if I could ever see him as a stranger.My eyes lingered on him, wondering when he would wake up. At the same time it drifted back to Gerard. Two days, and Gerard h