All Chapters of Seeking the Love of an Alpha: Chapter 121 - Chapter 129

“Theo?” I repeated, my voice hollow. Slowly my jaw hung open, my eyes widening so much, and I had to force myself to close it shut, but my eyes still maintained their surprise.Maybe it was the fact that the man I was seeing here looked nothing like the man who had been drilling into me about a year ago.Theo had never been a fan of beards, complaining they were itchy, but there he was sporting a full face of beard, but that wasn’t the only thing about him that changed.He had gotten bigger, better, no longer the scrawny young man I had left behind. Well, actually, he had left me. Yet, the thing that had my throat burning, and maybe my eyes too, was the female that clung to him like he was her life support.My lips tightened. Definitely not jealousy. It could never be, yet I had difficulty swallowing as I stared at his wife.She looked like his ideal type. Petite, pretty with large doe eyes, and from what I could tell, gentle, a stark contrast from me, and I tried again to swallow the

I stiffened in her hold, unable to relax while she sobbed on my shoulders. Instead my eyes found my father, but his were also red and teary, rapidly blinking so the tears wouldn’t fall.Angling my head, I turned to Rowan, but he was no different, sniffing every now and then, and my brow pulled together confused.“I am so sorry,” Mom whispered, her voice filled with so much anguish and regret that my chest tightened. “I am sorry, Raya.”My eyes widened as I heard my name, the first time she was using it, and whatever ice that had encased me shattered.“Mom.” I sighed in her hold, my hands coming up to wrap against her. The action was strange; I couldn’t even dig up memories of my mother in any physical connection with me. I forced myself to swallow, my eyes blinking back tears that had begun to gather.I had always imagined she was this formidable woman built entirely of bricks and sharp knives, but she felt so small in my arms. Yet, there was a fierce safety in her hold, one that let

No sooner had I given him the go-ahead than he joined our lips together, kissing me so hard my head spun, and I reciprocated, kissing him just as he was.Our hands were tangled in each other, his caressing and fondling, while mine was on his shoulders, holding him so tight against the onslaught of pleasure coursing rapidly through me.Rowan was pulling me up, helping me get rid of my shirt and pants, and before long, I stood naked before him. I shifted from foot to foot, not used to being exposed like this.Most times I had sex, it was hurried, just straight to fucking, but there was never a time that they got to admire my body, yet Rowan was doing it.His eyes raked seductively through me, taking in every curve, every deep and red stained my cheeks; my first instinct was to hide.I have never been conscious about my body. I mean, I may not be the most curvy or busy, but I was confident in what I got, but seeing him looking at me with such hunger in his eyes had a way of stirring emot

The walk back home was quiet, a comfortable one, although I was lost in my head, going through what the alpha had already said.Thankfully, darkness covered the area, except for the street light that lit the path, but he couldn’t see my face or the worry that lined it.“Are you alright?” Rowan asked, squeezing my hand, and I nodded. “You are a bit quiet.”“I’m fine. I just… have a lot on my mind. After everything.” I replied in a small voice, and he nodded.“I am still me, Raya. Still the Rowan that you know.” He reassured me, and I swallowed, accepting the truth. It was still hard to believe that Rowan was an alpha, albeit an estranged one that was cut out of his family.Yet, I couldn’t ignore the fear that gripped my heart as the implication of the statement came to mind. I had had my share of Alphas; even the word sent shivers down my spine, and it was not the pleasurable one.I had vowed never to be in contact with them, the pain still fresh in my mind, yet here he was, and I was

“I said I look forward to a day we can all run as wolves,” I repeated, smiling, my eyes darting to all three of them. It was comical to watch them lose their shit while I just stood, enjoying it.“W-wait?” Pete basically guffawed, his eyes widened to a point I was sure they would pop out. “You say w-wolves?” He asked, looking between Rowan and me, trying to determine if he had accidentally entered an alternate universe, and I nodded slowly.“Yes, I mean it is tiring to run in our human form all the time.” I shrugged, my lips widening in a smile, and Rowan shook with laughter beside me, completely enjoying it.“Someone pinch me, but I think I am in another universe where Addison just admitted she is one of us.” Harry piped from where he stood, but Morgan gave him the elbow.“She didn’t say it expressly.” Morgan chided him, rolling his eyes. “Now you have exposed us with your loud mouth.”“Hey!” Harry protested, and they both burst into laughter.“Focus, guys,” Pete barked, calling thei