JULIAMarcus’s arms were the only thing keeping me from falling apart completely.I clung to him like a lifeline, my face buried in his chest, my fingers twisted tightly in the front of his shirt. Every time he tried to loosen his hold even a little, I panicked and pulled him closer, as if the moment he let go I would collapse right there on the cold hospital floor. My whole body trembled against his, but his voice—low, steady, and full of that commanding calm only he could manage, slowly worked its way through the storm in my head.“Breathe with me, baby,” he whispered again, one hand cradling the back of my head while the other stayed protectively over my belly. “In… and out. That’s it. Good girl. You’re doing so well. The boys need you calm right now. I’ve got you. I’m not going anywhere.”I nodded weakly against him, my sobs finally quieting into shaky, hiccupping breaths. The panic was still there, sharp and heavy in my chest, but Marcus’s warmth, his scent, the steady beat of
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