I Died as His Luna, He Went Mad의 모든 챕터: 챕터 31 - 챕터 40

AURORAThe issue of be disappearing or getting back to my body was happening frequently now. The seer has not noticed the frequency yet, but I know. When I was in my body it felt different, my memories were intact and new memories kept appearing.Not new but old ones I had forgotten for some reason. Like yesterday, I was in my body for almost the whole day, I could hear the seer with Conri but for the life of me I couldn’t open my eyes. I tried so hard, but it was like my eyelids were glued and I couldn’t open them no matter how hard I tried.I wanted to share the news with Jess, but she was nowhere to be found. It was the second day, and she still had not come back. “What makes you think Vivian wants to harm her?” the seer didn’t seem shocked by the news, instead, he seemed like he expected it.I was glad they were starting to see Vivian for who she really was. “I lied to her…” he gave Conri his pacifier then lifted his head to look at the seer, he seemed bothered and maybe that was

AURORATwo weeks has past and still no sign of Jess. I was getting worried about her but then convinced myself that she was invisible, that no one could see her. But I couldn’t help but worry when so many days kept passing with no sign of her.I kept going back to my body and staying longer each time, but my body kept rejecting me. My soul was not complete as the seer kept saying, without Jess, I couldn’t go back to my body and stay. I needed her and I didn’t know where she could be.“It has been two weeks; you said her wolf wouldn’t be away from her longer than a day or two. What do you say to this now?” Darian was getting impatient and so was I. but he was taking his frustrations on the wrong person.The seer was not at fault my wolf was. The seer was right; Jess never stayed away for longer than two days. Now she had been gone for two weeks, I didn’t know what to think in that situation and I couldn’t leave my body either to go look for her.One of us had to be closer to it as the

ROWANVivian was pressuring me to make our relationship official. Well, I wouldn’t say she was pressuring me, she was well within her rights to demand that. I was dating her before she disappeared, and I was ready and willing to marry her.Then she disappeared and I had been left alone. Doing everything in my power to find her, resurrect her and bring her back to me. But I realized something, as much as I was happy, she was back home. I wasn’t as eager to make her mine as I once was.I didn’t know the reason for it. A knock on my door brough me back to reality. “Enter.” My gamma walked in looking nervous, he kept wiping his palms on his pants. “Alpha, do you have a moment? I have something to report.” I wondered what it could be making him that nervous.“Yes, what is it?” he sighed then crossed the room and sat on the chair in front of my desk. “Firstly, I would like you to listen without interrupting, can you do that?” I raised an eyebrow, I felt like whatever he was going to say, w

AURORA“How long are you going to keep your eyes closed for?” the excitement I felt when I heard that voice. It wasn’t because I knew who it was, but I was excited because if someone was asking me that, it meant I was in my body and could wake up and I had to do was to open my eyes.“I have all the time in the world to wait for you, what I don’t know is if you would like to stay here with me longer than necessary.” Without thinking, I opened my eyes. We were in front of my house, it looked different though, like how it looked back before I disappeared.Confused I turned to look at the person who was talking to me, waking me up. She a beautiful woman with blue eyes, long white hair that go below her bottom. I frowned wondering who she was. “I am the one you have given up on.” Shocked covered my face.“What? I made you. I know everything about you even your thoughts, you might as well open your mouth and talk.” Who have I given up on? I wondered. She chuckled shaking her head. “It will

AURORAI didn’t know how long it had been, but it felt like eternity. That woman kept showing me one scene after another of my life and showing me how I had only been living for others and not myself. I was tired and missed Jess. “I get it, I haven’t been living my life for myself. I lived to please others.” I sighed feeling defeated.“What is this any way? Am I dead and you are showing me how badly I have lived, what is the use of that anyway, huh? If am dead, then what is the point of this?” I was annoyed. “I like how you easily give up on everything but never on Rowan.” I looked at her.I hadn’t thought of Rowan in a while, and she was bringing him up. “You have right, you can go back to as far as when I was a baby but don’t go there.” She chuckled. “I can do whatever I want, little one.” What gave her the audacity to do that to me.“I gave myself the audacity, Aurora, for I am the Goddess of the Moon, Selene. Your god and creator. The one you gave up but hung on to Rowan like he w