~Julian~People said noise helped you forget. That if you kept your ears full and your hands busy, your mind wouldn’t wander to places it didn’t want to go. I believed that. Or at least, I wanted to. That was why my headset had been pressed tight over my ears, volume turned up just enough to drown out everything else, the hum of my thoughts, the constant buzzing of my phone, the version of my name that didn’t even feel like mine anymore.My room was dark except for the soft blue glow of the screen. The LED lights along my desk blinked lazily, casting shadows that shifted every time I moved. Midnight had just slipped past without asking permission.“Julian, left side,” Marcus said through the mic. “They’re pushing.”“I got it,” I replied, though my fingers felt slower than usual on the controller. Gunfire filled my ears, the sound was sharp, aggressive, almost comforting in its chaos. My character dropped before I could react.Respawn timer. Five seconds. I exhaled through my nose.“Y
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