CHAPTER 153Camryn's POVThe breakthrough came six months after Julian's death, in the middle of a routine meeting about agricultural distribution.Miranda was explaining crop rotation schedules, and I was analyzing the logistics, when suddenly I felt it. Not analyzed understanding but genuine boredom. The real, immediate sensation of being bored by crop rotation schedules.It was the most beautiful boredom I'd ever experienced."Camryn?" Whitney noticed my expression. "You okay?""I'm bored," I said, and started laughing. "I'm actually, genuinely bored. Not processing that I should be bored or remembering what boredom felt like. I'm experiencing it right now."The team stared at me like I'd lost my mind."That's progress?" Fabian asked cautiously."That's massive progress. I've been analyzing emotions for six months. This is the first time I've felt one continuously for more than a few seconds without it fading into code." I stood up, pacing with energy I didn't know I had. "It's sti
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