I really want her here with me, but I can't exactly come out and say it. What the hell would I say? "So, Chelsea, I know you have your own life and all, but I need you! Don't go hang out with anyone that isn't me?" Yeah, that would go over really well, I'm sure."Yeah, I think I will," she says dreamily, then she starts to type her response with a cute little giggle, and I know I've lost.Fuck!The fact is, I don't even know if Sandy works this weekend or not. For all I know she has a 3-day weekend, but it doesn't change the fact that I don't want Chelsea to leave me alone. Actually, I want Chelsea alone... Just with me!Then again, maybe she will see that I'm not the selfish prick she originally thought I was because I'm letting her go? If I let her do this...Who the hell am I kidding? She's an adult and she makes her own choices. I don't control her, and I don't even think I would if I could. I want her to choose me! That is the whole fucking point! I want her to choose me and stay
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