All Chapters of My New Boss Is My Brother's Best Friend: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

Something deep down in my chest cracked. It hurt so bad! I know I was hurting her, and she had the right and the need to hurt me back! But damn! I've never felt like that before! She was going to give up on me... She'd given me a chance and I just screwed up royally.I know it's my fault... again! I just can't seem to control myself when it comes to her! I need her! I need her so damn much! She's the only one who can calm the monster in my chest, and when she sounds like this something dark emerges and I want to burn the world down! She has to know I don't mean what I'm doing! That it's only been her I've wanted my entering life...I brought Stephanie with the full intent of ruining their date. I wanted them to realize they weren't good together. I didn't give a damn who I brought, I just picked some random girl off my phone with every intention of deleting her number after tonight. I wanted to make Sam as jealous as I was feeling! I know it makes no sense like this. I should've just

Sam's POVMy head is spinning. I wonder if I'm catching a cold... or the stomach flu? My tummy suddenly feels heavy, and it wasn't to empty everything out on the floor. Where is this sour taste coming from?I rush to brush my teeth, hoping it will remove the taste, and it helps... sort of. But it isn't my mouth that the taste is coming from. I can still taste it when I breathe, and its twisting my stomach in knots.I decided it's better to lay down on the couch for a bit. Maybe the sensations will go away? I'm actually really tired all of a sudden. I think it's just the stress of the day. What else could it be?The evening didn't go anywhere near what I thought it would. Maybe this was the reason I'd been feeling so uneasy about the date in the first place... Or maybe it really was guilt... Is that why I'm feeling sick? Can guilt make you want to empty your stomach?I was happy to get a dinner invitation... sort of. I had been really nervous about the whole thing. And something was te

My body is aching... Am I in my period? That doesn't make sense... none of this make sense. I just finished my period and there is no way in hell I'm pregnant. I just need to... what do I need again? Sleep... I need sleep...My eyes are heavy and suddenly all I know is darkness.An annoying ringing sends jolts of pain to my brain. What the hell is that noise and can someone please shut the damn thing off?But no one seems to be coming to my rescue. It takes a few minutes before I realize it's my phone, and no one is going to turn it off because I'm the only one home.I try to blink my eyes open, but the sun is pouring through my window trying to murder me. Who said it was time for morning? I certainly didn't give it permission to shine in my eyes!I growl and try to reach out for my phone, but the world is suddenly spinning again. I swear I'm seeing stars behind my eyelids... And why the hell can't my phone stop ringing?I can't stop the groan. Why is my head splitting open? I don't ev

I could get her a gift... Would she like a diamond necklace? Or a diamond ring! Yes, she will be getting one of those soon! Just as soon as I can convince her that she needs me as much as I need her!Should I call Ben and ask what to do? No... I don't want to deal with that can of worms until she's back in my arms. I will have to deal with it soon. I promised her I would talk to her brother, and her parents... Though I have a feeling I won't have too much trouble with her mom. She's always liked me! (She never learned what I did to torture her daughter!)I can't believe it only took me one night to screw everything up. Dread is curling in my belly like smoke. It's been hours and she hasn't called, or texted... I was hoping she would at least take my calls, but her phones been ringing off the hook since I called at midnight trying to beg her forgiveness..I've been pacing my office waiting for her to show up. I stare out my window and the city below me mocks me every second Sam isn't h

Sam's POVWhen the hell did I get hit by a truck? Every single inch of my body is in agony... Even my hair hurts. I didn't even know my hair could hurt...I moan. I try to move my head, but the moment I turn, the universe flips upside down, and I groan in pain. I try to reach my hand up to steady my hand, but it seems to be restrained somehow."Baby? Are you waking up?" a soft voice whispers in my ear. I feel gentle fingers brush my hair away from my face, but I can't seem to open my eyes yet.I know that voice. It's haunted me for years, and yet somehow, right now it's exactly what I need to pull out of this fog that's got me trapped in my head."Ares?" And just when did my mouth decide it was a desert? My voice is a wispy breath of air over my cracked and dried lips. I lick my lips but it doesn't help."I'm here, honey. I'm right here," he whispers, sounding so relieved right now. I don't understand any of this. What is going on and why was he worried about me?And I suddenly feel a