Time passed quietly in Switzerland. I stopped counting the days after a while. I stopped asking myself when I would go back. I stopped wondering what Ethan was doing every morning. At least, I tried to. Instead, I learned how to live with the life I had chosen. My pregnancy became my focus. Every appointment. Every meal. Every vitamin. Every little change in my body. I listened to my doctors. I rested when I was tired. I didn't push myself too hard. My parents were always there, sometimes more than I needed. My father would ask if I had eaten. My mother would remind me to rest. If I walked too much, someone would tell me to sit down. If I looked tired, my mother would immediately notice. I complained sometimes. "Mom, I'm pregnant, not sick." She would simply smile. "I know. That's why I'm taking care of you." I couldn't argue with that. As the months passed, my stomach grew. So did the strange mixture of fear and happiness inside me. I was going to be a mother
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