SHHHH. ALLOW ME

NOAH HARROW When he kisses me, a small sound catches in my throat, and I think I might pass out. I open my mouth, kissing him harder, I’m breathing in his exhale like it’s my oxygen. Kissing him is like jamming a thousand, no, a million cigarettes up my throat, the high is different. My fingers fist his shirt, he grunts into my mouth.His leg goes between mine as he props himself up to hover over me, the heat of it all, his tongue sliding rough against mine, it’s all too much. I’m disintegrating, melting through the mattress beneath me, the weight of him on top of me is the only thing anchoring me to earth. His hardness is pressed against mine.“Mmm.” I moan into his as he gently starts grinding his hard on against mine, sending sparks down my nervous system. My legs thrash around, and so does my arms, wrapping and unwrapping themselves on his neck. He holds both my hands, pining them on the bed beneath me.I groan in dissatisfaction, fingers ac

NEEDING TO BE TOUCHED

NOAH HARROW I had been buzzing with anticipatory energy, but he only came back into bed, snuggling with me, body pressed against mine from behind. “Good night, Noah.” he whispered, and drifted off to sleep some time after.That’s it? I thought we would…?But his soft snores reminded me how much he has been working since he became alpha, the rest was very much needed. “Good night, Eddie.” I murmured into the dark, thinking he wouldn’t hear me or something, but his hands tightened against me. The next morning, when I wake up, his arms are still around me. Usually, his side of the bed would be empty when my eyes opened.While we slept, our positions had changed, I am now pressed against his chest in the most intimates of hugs. He pulls me closer, eyes still shut.I watch his sleeping face, mesmerized by his freckles, there are scattered all over his nose bridge. Subtly as I can, I try to count them, and his eyes peels open, the blue startles me so much that my mouth parts and only

THE BEST OF FLOWERS

NOAH HARROW He kept his word.He stayed for breakfast, with Maria on her chair, he was feeding her pancakes. he actually asked her what she wanted and when she said pancakes, everyone who ate at the tower today had to eat pancakes. He asked them to make as much as possible with the resources available.I watch him now with her, he is a natural at it, making her laugh, recounting parts of his favorite super hero movies, while she clutched one of his Lego pieces, her old toy lay discarded somewhere in our room. He looks so relaxed, and in his zone that I dare not interrupt, just watching them play as they eat, makes me feel grateful. He has changed so much, yet he remains the same.He always had that wisdom and a sense of responsibility about him, but having it and using it are different. I’m just glad he didn’t lose himself.“I’ll come back early today, so we can spend more time together.” he says with a smile, the smile is shy and radia

THERE'S A GIFT AT THE END

THREE MONTHS LATER. EDDIE BEAUMONT “Maria! You did not just do that!!” Noah shrieks, but it’s more of a retired shriek.Noah cusses under his breath, substituting his original ear bleeding cuss words for softer ones like, freak, shoes, all the corny stuff. I’ve asked him to cut it out altogether, but he is doing his best. With Maria’s senses sharpening, and her ability to repeat words sharpening, on more than one occasion we’ve been called to the school because she wouldn’t stop cussing. He cusses in front of the teachers, and apologized, promising to do better.It was so cute I couldn’t resist kissing him. The teachers cooed so they let us go.“We are already late Maria, don’t stress Daddy more than you have to.” I say with a conspiratory wink.She giggles.She’s so cute, she gets away with everything. “More than she has to?! You keep encouraging her!”I pull him into my arms, placing kisses all over his face, until he dissolves into a smile, then he shrugs. “Maybe we can go l

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SHHHH. ALLOW ME

NEEDING TO BE TOUCHED

THE BEST OF FLOWERS

THERE'S A GIFT AT THE END