I’m not even sure how to begin to understand the changes I have noticed since Lena/Vanessa has come into my life. I have spent my life after death without ever needing much to survive. I had my paladin, Rocko, before meeting Mateo and Adrian, but have not had a lot in the way of companionship otherwise. But the feeding, even when I was a new vampire with bloodlust consuming my every thought, I didn’t need to feed daily. Not that I didn’t feed every day, because the scent of blood was like a siren’s song, and I fed every chance I got. Even then, I knew the difference between needing to feed and desiring to do so. Since I have found my beautiful wolf, I have needed to feed daily. If I wait too long to feed, my emotions get out of control, and that is becoming an issue. We are going to have to add to our staff, or the environment around here could become hostile. Until Vanessa’s arrival, our staff of six, not including Destiny, of course, has been sufficient for our needs. However, thr
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