All Chapters of Roll The Dice: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

TawnieWhen I couldn’t take tossing and turning anymore, I threw my blankets back and jumped up out of bed. I was ready to avenge my mate and then join him at the Goddess’s side. I didn’t have to make the decision. It had been made for me the moment his heart stopped beating. I sighed deeply as I jammed my feet into the shoes beside my bed. Not that it mattered if I wore them or not. Nothing mattered. Not anymore.After I left my penthouse, I immediately started jogging down the stairs to Storm’s apartment. I could have linked her. I could have called her, but being in my penthouse with Alek’s scent was driving me crazy. All it did was remind me that he was gone. When his scent finally faded, I wouldn’t get it back. I would never be held in his arms again. And that thought killed me.By the time I made it to Storm’s apartment, tears burned the back of my eyes, and all I wanted to do was cry. I wanted to scream and bring the world to its knees for abandoning me. Storm had always been t

TawnieI was walking through the casino, not sparing anyone who passed me any attention. I was searching for someone. Searching for him. My mate. I could sense him there somewhere. I just had to find him. The moment I stepped onto the casino floor, I heard him. His low, rumbling laugh sent a shiver down my spine as it washed over me. I began to turn in a small circle, my eyes roaming over everyone that was there until they landed on Alek.My heart immediately began to race as my feet started to move me in his direction, while my eyes remained glued to him. I loved the way his lips curled up, slightly revealing the points of his fangs, while his eyes crinkled at the corners. My fingers longed to trace his laugh lines, and my ears begged for his laughter to never stop.Suddenly, he looked up from his card game, his eyes immediately finding and holding mine as he slowly stood up. I froze in place, unable to do anything but keep my eyes on his. When he finally reached me, he slowly reache

AlekI stood in place, my hands gripping the edge of the basin that showed me my woman. I hated that she was stressing out this badly. Every minute I was away from her, another crack appeared in her armor. I wasn’t sure how much longer she would last. More than anything, I wished Galen and Storm would tell her that she was pregnant. I knew without a doubt that it would help her calm down. At least a little. She was only so angry currently because she didn’t think she had a reason to live. If she knew she was pregnant, that she still had a part of me, she wouldn’t be so angry. Right now, she felt like she had lost everything. If she knew that she hadn’t, it would go a long way.When Galen wrapped his arms around Tawnie while she nuzzled into his chest, I clenched my eyes closed tightly. The way he held her as if she would shatter into a million pieces without warning made my soul ache to be the one holding her. I didn’t want her to suffer any more, but I wasn’t currently in a position

TawnieWhen I finally woke up the next day, I immediately closed my eyes again, desperately trying to hold onto the dream I was having. It was better than my reality. At least it was after I begged my inner demon to let me have it. I would rather spend a few minutes being held in Alek’s arms in a realm that didn’t really exist than be reminded by every breath I took that he was gone from this one.I rolled on my side, reaching out to grab the pillow that he always used when he was next to me, sniffing it deeply as tears crept out of my eyes at the lack of his scent on it. I let out a shaky breath as heartbreak swamped me for the millionth time. Meeting the people who thought of my mate as their alpha had affected me deeper than I thought it would have. I never expected to have a pack–or at least a real pack. I had never thought about having one, but now that I did, it had hit me that it was one of the things I wanted more than anything.Alek wasn’t just my mate. He hadn’t just healed

StormI held the last cat down so Galen could restrain him. Tawnie had been in such a mood since Alek was brutally murdered by people he thought he could rely on-well, maybe not rely on, but were at least dependable– three weeks ago that we wanted to make sure her orders were completely complied with and now she was on her way home after searching for, and failing to find Hubert and his crew. It was so bad that even the slightest fuck up had resulted in being punished and after her thoughts of possibly replacing me had come through our link, I was trying not to give her a reason to do so.I knew what she was trying to do, even if she didn’t see it herself. She had too many moments of the old Tawnie for me to believe that she had fully let her demon take over. She was purposely making enemies, and I understood why. If I lost Galen, I would be soulless too, but Tawnie wasn’t just soulless. She was just gone. Just like her, if I was in her shoes, I would be ready to give up everything to