Chapter 64: ConfusionAmara - 11:47 PMI couldn't sleep.I lay in bed staring at the ceiling. The house was quiet. Kai asleep. Kang probably asleep too.Just me. Awake. Thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking about.I rolled over. Grabbed Lucian's photograph from the nightstand. The one I held every night.Except I hadn't held it last night. Or the night before.When had I stopped?I looked at his face now. Gold eyes. Sharp jaw. That smile that made my heart stop."I miss you," I whispered. "God, I miss you so much."And I did. The ache was still there. The emptiness. The constant reminder that he was gone.But something else was there too. Something I didn't understand. Didn't want to understand.I set the photograph down. Touched my wrist. The spot where Kang had held it earlier. During the bath.Why did I keep doing that? Why did my skin still feel warm there? Like his touch had left a mark.This was wrong. So wrong.I loved Lucian. I did. With everything in me. He was my mat
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