Here we go again. It was way past midnight, and Aaron had parked his mom's car in the back of a dark, closed shopping mall. This had become our usual post-date routine. He'd pull into some place like this, get me in the backseat, and then we'd have this awkward, clumsy sex thing before he dropped me off.As he was all over me, groping my chest and struggling with my jeans, he whispered, "Oh, April, I want you so badly," while trying to yank down my super tight jeans.After a few encounters with Mr. K, I started realizing that sex with Aaron, and boys like him, was just them using me for their pleasure. Honestly, tonight I wasn't feeling it--not with Aaron, anyway. It just felt like a chore, and it was easier to just go along with it than to actually say something.So, to speed things up, I lifted my hips so he could pull my jeans and panties down to my ankles. Deep down, I held onto the hope that maybe somehow his technique and foreplay would improve. I hoped that he would consider my
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