All Chapters of The Human Among Wolves: Chapter 181 - Chapter 190

I felt a sharp pain at the back of my head , before I could fully open my eyes, something rough scratched against my cheek“ ouch ….” I winced .Everything around me was nothing but , blurry patches that moved whenever I blinked. My head felt heavy, as though someone had stuffed it with cotton, every tiny movement sent pain shooting from the back of my skull.I tried to focus but all I could make out was blurry images of trees .“ Where am I ?” I muttered under my breath as I struggled The smell of damp earth and burning wood filled my nose, I pushed myself up slowly to get up , only for a sharp pain to travel through my wrists.It made a clinking sound, I looked down.My hands were chained to a thick iron stake buried into the ground.My breathing immediately became uneven. “ What is going on ….”I pulled harder.The chains only rattled louder, All of this was even difficult because I couldn’t see properly! I didn’t use my contact lens because I had glasses on and now it was gone

The first thing I felt when I woke up was pain and the it was everywhere.My shoulder was hurting, my back too , Even moving my fingers made something ache.I tried turning my head toward the window, but the movement pulled at the bruises around my neck and I let out a quiet groan before I could stop myself.The bedroom door opened almost immediately.Amber rushed inside with her hair still tied loosely behind her , she looked so worned out and tired . .“Lily.”She was beside me before I knew it “How are you feeling? I heard your voice ? Is everything okay ?” I tried smiling.“I think a carriage ran over me in my sleep .”She didn’t laugh.Instead, she carefully placed her hand on my forehead before checking the bruises on my arm.“Can you sit up?”I tried.My body immediately protested.I gave up halfway and leaned back against the pillows.“I don’t think I can.”Amber sighed.“Stay here. I’ll bring your medicine.”She disappeared into the hallway, leaving me alone with the morn

It was finally time to go back to school, I have spent two days in this room and I was beginning to feel like an old lady abandoned in a nursing home except Amber and Maltilda were taking care of me , Rex was spent a whole day with me , Lily and Anastasia stopped by often soon. We already planned that I won’t be doing the dance and Clara was banned from meeting with me because even though I couldn’t get my memory back, everybody seem to be so sure that she was responsible. I opened my eyes before the morning sun was fully out and stared at the ceiling for a few seconds , slowly pushed the blanket away and sat up.Surprisingly , my body didn’t protest, I didn’t have this energy few days ago . There was still soreness around my shoulders and my wrists still carried faint marks from the chains, but the heavy pain that had made every movement difficult yesterday was gone.I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood.Nothing was hurting at all , Maybe Amber’s herbs were stronge

“I’m not going back in there or coming on any trip to Moon Pack with you,” I said as I stormed out of the cottage and headed straight for the car.Amber hurried after me.“Lily… please wait.”“Amber, can you not see it?” I turned to face her. “She’s feeding on our ignorance. All these riddles and half-spoken words… it’s frustrating. It’s obvious she has nothing to say.”“I’m losing my patience too, but you saw what happened. Matter of fact, you know very well that something is going on with your body. We can’t just ignore that.”“Amber, she has no answers. Tell me one question she answered properly today. Just one.”I waited.Everything suddenly became quiet.Amber didn’t say a word.“Good,” I muttered. “She doesn’t know what’s going on with me, and you know what? That’s fine. No pressure at all. But I do not appreciate the fact that she cannot see that emotions are running high and I’m really losing my mind here. My birthday is just a few days away. How can I present my true self to

The night before the Harvest of Dance felt too quiet for something that everyone had been talking about, I was a sucker for fireworks and I expected one but there was nothing , Well …at least we had a day off the academy. I sat outside with my knees drawn close, watching the empty path that led into Amber’s hospital, she had been gone since morning or barely had time to sit down, not even for a proper conversation. Patients kept pulling her away, and every time she tried to return, someone else needed her. Maltilda was already buried in rehearsal with her team, and I had watched her leave, Nobody was talking about what happened on our visit to the moon pack and I was glad they decided to remain silent , I was tired of hearing the same thing too , Amber haven’t tried to talk me out of telling Rex too . Anyways…: it was just me and my thoughts, They were not kind company.Sebastian ‘s word kept coming back to me no matter how many times I tried to push them away. Maybe I should wait