Realization

```Tessa~~~~~~~Nicolas’ face held so many emotions that I could never imagine.I had never seen him stare at me in such a manner. I didn’t know if it was hate, anger, or frustration, but every part of it wasn’t what I needed exactly.I had my legs wrapped against myself as I sat on the chair, unable to imagine that I was sitting here in this situation.Nicolas had told the girl to excuse us, and it was the only reason why I was sitting in this room with my legs wrapped together against me while I sat there in total silence.Nicolas moved around over and over again before he snapped his head around and turned to look at me, almost in total disbelief.“I’m trying to reach out to the fucker, but he wouldn’t pick it up.”I raised my eyes and stared at him.“Please don’t call him. I don’t want to speak to him.”Nicolas stared at me for a moment before he dropped the phone in his hands and then walked out of the room without staring back at me.I tried not to think of anything, not even th

Having a baby

****Tessa******If there was anything that I had seen Nicolas in, it was the fact that he never played about me or any single thing that had to do with me. I was always the little sister he loved so much, but seeing him right now, I knew that I had messed up real bad, and maybe this time I wasn’t going to get out of this hole.“Are you being serious now?” Nicolas asked me again for the 200th time, just to be sure that he wasn’t imagining things.I swallowed nothing but the sudden tears that welled up in my eyes, and I cleaned them off.Nicolas stopped packing and rushed to sit on the bed beside me, cleaning the tears from my eyes.My heart was racing with so many emotions, but I was losing it.“Killian got you pregnant, rejected the fucking baby, wanted you to have an abortion, and still let you leave even after knowing that you chose the life you should have had because of him?”I said nothing again as the tears streamed down my eyes.“I lied that I lost the child to him, and I knew

Reality

******Tessa******My head spun in different directions, and my whole eyes felt weak from carrying so much pain and anger that I didn’t know was inside of me.Louisa and Nicolas were away, and the only thing I could do was sit in the living room watching TV.Nicolas had taken me to the hospital for an official check-up, and the doctor said I was one month and two weeks gone.I didn’t know how I felt in that moment, but I was most grateful for the fact that I could stay that way and that I had someone who supported me.It’s been a whole week since I arrived at Nicolas’ house, and I have tried my best to be on my best behavior.The thought that I would do was just not enough in that moment. I had so many voices going through my head, and I didn’t want to think of that man any longer.Killian was going to be the death of me, and I knew it.I hated that he hadn’t bothered to reach out this whole time and kept his distance just like I had asked him to. Even though Nicolas had been acting we

All my fault

*******Killian*******Luca looked at me like I had gone mad for the first time, but this time I didn’t mind what he thought of me. I had so many things I thought about myself, and none of them included caring about all the horrible things going through his mind in this moment.Zade stood far away. He kept watching me from a distance, but I didn’t care. I loved the fact that he didn’t come close. He might find it funny, but I genuinely didn’t find it funny, and I didn’t plan on letting it go anytime soon.“You shouldn’t have done that,” Zade told me as he handed me the clothes, and I cleaned off every blood stain on my hands.“The fucker deserves to be dead anyway. It’s not like he should be alive after trying to go against me.”Zade sighed, but the scene in front of him made him even more uncomfortable as he moved closer to tap my shoulder.It had been a whole fucking month since Tessa left me.At first, all I wanted was to respect her wish, knowing that I caused her so much pain, and

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Realization

Having a baby

Reality

All my fault