LOGIN**Tessa**The graduation party had finally ended, and now I was going back home with Nicolas and Isabella.I made sure my kids attended even though Nicolas wasn’t a sole supporter of it. I didn’t want them to miss it. They were the real reasons why I was graduating now, and I loved it for them.By the time we finally arrived home, Nicolas had already arranged a welcome party for me.I smiled like a little baby when I got out of the car and saw what he had done, but the most excited were Ayra and Jaxon. Jaxon clung tightly to Nicolas, while Ayra wouldn’t let go of either Louisa or Isabella, and I understood that she had grown close to them.“Congrats, my love. You finally graduated, and I’m so proud of you.”“Thank you, brother.”Nicolas looked at me as if I had said the weirdest thing, but he still didn’t say a damn word. He just walked away.He was able to grab both Ayra and Jaxon away while I stood watching them walk away.“I can’t believe you graduated.”“Why?”“Well, you’ve shown
**Two years later****Tessa**I tried to fix the buttons of my top, but both Ayra and Jaxon were trying to get on my nerves really badly.Jaxon was running towards me while Ayra had tears in her eyes as she approached me with the doll she held so closely to herself.“Mommy, Jaxon wouldn’t stop bugging me. He keeps telling me that I look like a potato.”I almost burst into laughter, but at the same time, I held back that laugh as I stared at her.Jaxon, on the other hand, didn’t seem to care about what his sister had just said. My eyes were getting a bit blurry, but I still laughed.For the hundredth time, I picked up Ayra and moved her to my chest.“We both know you’re so pretty, Ayra. You look just like your mommy, with those pretty curly hairs that almost make you look like a princess. No child in this world is ugly or a potato, and so you’re not. Your brother is just trying to get on your nerves. Do not give him that attention. You’re a princess, and princesses do not cry.”She smi
**Tessa**The doctor in charge had dilated me, but yet the contractions were much heavier than any pain I had ever felt in my entire life.Every moment of it felt like torture, and the pains were just enough to send me off the edge, but that wasn’t enough.Isabella kept rubbing my legs at the doctor’s intervals, and each time she would kiss my forehead and tell me that all of it would be over in a moment.My eyes were watery, and I felt like cursing out from the pains I felt. It was much worse than anything I had ever felt in my entire life, and I wished that each moment of it would end.Nicolas walked out of the room. I could hear him speaking to the doctor as he paced around restlessly.“How long do you think she’s going to be feeling all that pain?”“Maybe she could give birth in an hour,” the doctor responded.“Fuck, an hour? My God, that’s too long. She’s in so much pain, and she has to wait for an hour.”“Nic,” I called. My voice was tired and frail from the extreme contractions
**Nine months later********Tessa******I moved slowly, trying to let the weight of everything rush down on me, but yet I felt so heavy.Isabella wouldn’t stop rubbing my legs and trying to comfort me in the little ways that she could, but I wasn’t taking any of that.Different pains still shot right through me, and I didn’t know how much more I had in me before I totally lost it.What more did I think I needed to do? It was nothing.My legs felt weak and tired to walk, my back arched like it was going to collapse, my lips felt dry, and both of my contractions were beginning to push in.I closed my eyes again and wished that all of this was some sort of bad dream. It wasn’t finally happening.Isabella finally stood up and walked out of the room restlessly.“Nicolas, the baby is coming. You need to hurry!” I heard her scream at the top of her voice.In an instant, Nic was bursting through that door. The terrified look on his face was exactly why I didn’t want him here.In his defense,
*******Killian*******Luca looked at me like I had gone mad for the first time, but this time I didn’t mind what he thought of me. I had so many things I thought about myself, and none of them included caring about all the horrible things going through his mind in this moment.Zade stood far away. He kept watching me from a distance, but I didn’t care. I loved the fact that he didn’t come close. He might find it funny, but I genuinely didn’t find it funny, and I didn’t plan on letting it go anytime soon.“You shouldn’t have done that,” Zade told me as he handed me the clothes, and I cleaned off every blood stain on my hands.“The fucker deserves to be dead anyway. It’s not like he should be alive after trying to go against me.”Zade sighed, but the scene in front of him made him even more uncomfortable as he moved closer to tap my shoulder.It had been a whole fucking month since Tessa left me.At first, all I wanted was to respect her wish, knowing that I caused her so much pain, and
******Tessa******My head spun in different directions, and my whole eyes felt weak from carrying so much pain and anger that I didn’t know was inside of me.Louisa and Nicolas were away, and the only thing I could do was sit in the living room watching TV.Nicolas had taken me to the hospital for an official check-up, and the doctor said I was one month and two weeks gone.I didn’t know how I felt in that moment, but I was most grateful for the fact that I could stay that way and that I had someone who supported me.It’s been a whole week since I arrived at Nicolas’ house, and I have tried my best to be on my best behavior.The thought that I would do was just not enough in that moment. I had so many voices going through my head, and I didn’t want to think of that man any longer.Killian was going to be the death of me, and I knew it.I hated that he hadn’t bothered to reach out this whole time and kept his distance just like I had asked him to. Even though Nicolas had been acting we
****** killian******She smiled at me, the kind of smile that melted everything that I had in my heart away.I moved away from her and walked into the inner room to pick up the gloves .When I returned , she was still standing in the particular spot I left her.I tried my best not to stare at th
~~~~~~~~Killian~~~~~~~ Seeing Tessa in this hospital bed was the least thing that I expected.I didn’t know how much impact she had on me till that night, I fucking lost it.If there was anything I couldn’t bring myself to was losing her.After waking up from that bed the relief washed all ov
~~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~~The only sounds that I could hear were the beeps from all over.My eyes felt heavy as fuck and even when I tried to force them open I failed miserably.I sighed as I snapped them open and the first thing it fell on was the white ceilings.The beeps sound was coming from just b







