Audrey's POVI woke up Monday morning and made a decision.I was going to be normal.Not fixed, not resolved, not fine in any way that was actually fine. Just — functional. Capable of existing in spaces without my face doing things I couldn't control. Normal was achievable. Normal was a performance I'd been running my whole life and I was good at it.I got dressed. Went downstairs.Luca was at the stove. Theo was at the table. Adrian was reading.Normal."Morning," I said."Morning," Theo said. He looked at me the way he'd been looking at me since Saturday — careful, reading, trying to find the gap between what I was saying and what was underneath it. The bond was doing something low and steady between us, the cautious frequency it ran at when something was unresolved.I poured coffee and sat down and ate breakfast and was completely, entirely, professionally normal.Nobody pushed.That was the thing about the three of them — they'd learned, over months of living with me, the differen
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