Lahat ng Kabanata ng Secrets of Desire: Kabanata 91 - Kabanata 100

The morning after the blindfold, I woke up sore in the best way, muscles I hadn’t used like that in years aching, my wrists a little red from the ties, and that low throb between my legs that said we’d gone hard.Damien was already up, making coffee in the kitchen like it was any other Saturday. He handed me a mug when I shuffled in, kissed my forehead, and didn’t say a word about last night. That was our thing now, letting the notebook do the talking, letting the heat build without spelling it out.But I couldn’t stop thinking about it, the way he had teased me for what felt like hours, his mouth relentless until I was a begging mess. I’d cum so hard I’d seen stars behind the blindfold, and then again when he fucked me from behind, slow and deep like he was claiming every inch. God, it had been good, so good that I wanted more already.I wrote my next fantasy that afternoon while he was at the gym. Sat at the kitchen counter with the notebook open, pen hovering for a minute before I

I signed my name under it with a little smile, still buzzing from the punishment spanking and the way he’d fucked me until I saw stars. Damien watched me sign, eyes dark, then pulled me against his chest and fell asleep with his hand cupped possessively between my legs like he owned every inch of me.Which, let’s be real—he pretty much did at that point.Friday came fast, the elevator fantasy was next, and the anticipation had been killing me all week. Damien had been teasing me mercilessly, sending random texts during the day telling me what he was going to do to me, brushing against me in the kitchen and whispering filthy promises in my ear, then pulling away like nothing happened.By Thursday night I was climbing the walls.We were on the couch watching some mindless show when he muted the TV and looked at me.“Tomorrow,” he said simply. I swallowed. “Tomorrow what?”“The elevator. You’re coming to the office, wear a skirt and no panties.”My pulse spiked. “Yes, sir.”He smirked, p

He closed the notebook, set it on the nightstand, and looked at me.“Tomorrow night,” he said, voice low. “Pack an overnight bag. We’re checking into the penthouse across the street. One full night. No limits. Curtains open. I’m going to fuck every bit of jealousy out of you until the only name you remember is mine.”My thighs clenched involuntarily. “Promise?”He didn’t answer with words. He just rolled over me, pinned my wrists, and kissed me until I was breathless.Tuesday dragged slowly, work was a blur of emails and calls I barely registered. All I could think about was what was coming.He texted me once at lunch.Damien: Wear the black lace set again. Heels. Trench coat over it. Nothing else.Lobby at 7.I followed instructions to the letter. Black lace bra that barely covered my nipples, matching thong, garter belt holding up sheer stockings, sky-high heels. Trench coat belted tight. I felt naked under it, every breeze teasing bare skin.I arrived there, and he was waiting by t

I didn’t sleep much that night, I kept replaying it—the way his thumb had brushed my cheek, the warmth of his palm against my jaw, the exact moment his mouth opened over mine and everything tilted. I could still taste him: coffee and something sharper, like the edge of restraint finally snapping.By morning I’d convinced myself it was a fluke, a one-time thing. He’d regret it, I’d act normal and we’d pretend it never happened.I wore the oversized hoodie I usually saved for hangovers and put my hair in a messy bun. It was a Thursday, two days after the kiss.I got there early for once, slid into a seat near the back, and kept my eyes on my laptop. He walked in at 1:59, same as always, wearing a dark navy shirt today, sleeves rolled, his hair a little messier than usual.He didn’t look at me, not once. He started the lecture—something about Robert Lowell and the shift from formalism to confession. His voice was steady, calm, the same low voice that usually made me lean forward.Today i

The next morning, I woke up with the sun filtering through the curtains, my body still in the aftermath of everything we'd done, tangled in his sheets that smelled like him—clean soap and something woodsy—and his arm placed across my waist like he didn't want to let me go even in sleep.I lay there for a minute, just listening to his breathing, steady and slow, and replayed it all in my head: the way he'd carried me to the bedroom, the slow undress, his mouth on my breast bringing me to that first shattering orgasm, then him inside me, moving deep and perfect until we both came undone.It had been better than I'd imagined, more intense, more real, and now in the light of day, with the world starting to buzz outside, I felt a mix of exhilaration and terror because this wasn't just a fantasy anymore, it was happening, and we had to figure out how to keep it hidden.He stirred behind me, his hand sliding up my side, cupping my breast gently, thumb brushing my nipple until it hardened, an