Zeden. One arm banded around her waist, holding her steady.The other dipped the cloth again.I washed her back in long strokes.Her shoulder blades, spine, the gentle dip above her ass.Then lower.I parted her asscheeks carefully, cleaned between them with the same tenderness, no rush, no roughness.Kissed the small of her back.Kissed the curve where spine met tailbone.My palm returned to her stomach.Flat for now, no swell yet, but I could feel it anyway, the secret pulse of life we’d made.I pressed my lips there, right over her navel.“Stupid fuck,” I muttered to myself. “Thought I didn’t want this. Thought a kid would chain me, ruin everything. What a goddamn idiot. I’d have begged you on my knees if I’d known how much I’d need this. Need you carrying my baby, need to see you round with it, glowing, pissed at me, yelling at me, anything. Just alive. Just here.”I kept talking, low and ragged, while I worked.“I was scared. That’s the truth. Scared I’d fuck it up. Scared I m
Baca selengkapnya