Semua Bab Sinful cravings for my hockey step brother : Bab 111 - Bab 120

VIANAThe rain was coming down harder now and we were both soaked and he was standing right in front of me and I didn't know what to do with any of it."Viana—""Don't." I stepped back."Just listen to me—""I've been listening." My voice came out shakier than I wanted it to. "I've been listening and waiting and you keep shutting me out and I'm tired, Alvin. I'm really tired."I turned to leave and his hand caught my arm."Let go—""I'm sorry."I stopped.The rain filled the silence between us and I stood there with my back to him and my jaw tight and my eyes stinging with unshed tears."I'm sorry," he said again. I didn't reply and he pulled my hand and I turned to face him. The tears were already falling now and rolling down my cheeks and I just wanted to jump into his arms so he could hold me but how could I forgive him that easily?I didn't say anything and just kept crying and he let me without saying a word.“I know I have hurt you one too many times to count and I really am sor

VIANA“Please…” I muttered and his fingers slowly pushed between my goods and curving to hit the spot that made me almost lose my footing as I moaned louder than I ever had.He didn't stop there but went as far as flicking his tongue over my clit as he fucked me with his fingers. The pleasure was way too much and I couldn't keep myself up for much longer and kept stumbling.Alvin must have noticed because he pulled his fingers out and got up from his knees.“Hey, you good?” he asked, kissing down my neck with his hand wrapped firmly around my waist as my legs shook.“Y-yeah,” I responded and we stood there in silence as the water pelted our skin.“Are you going to leave now?”, I asked him, breaking the silence and his hand slowly left my waist but I quickly grabbed onto it.“Don't leave, please,” I begged him, almost about to cry from being abandoned again.“Viana. There will be no going back from this if we do this and I don't know if it's something you're ready to accept,” he said a

ALVINThink Alvin. Think. I yelled at myself in my head, trying to come up with any solution on what to do.I stared at the photo again and only I was the easily recognisable one so it would be easy to change whoever it was that I was kissing right? I couldn't drag Viana into this.I could feel someone grab my shoulder and shake me back to reality but I just ignored them, almost burning a hole through the phone with how hard I was staring at it.“Alvin!” Devin yelled, snapping me out of it and my head snapped in his direction, looking at him with wide eyes. Devin was never one to tell so it caught me off guard.“You’re going to break the phone if you keep holding it tightly like that and I love you man but don't break my phone “ Kevin warned.I rubbed my temples and handed his phone over to him. My head was aching terribly. The bell rang but my feet were still rooted to the floor, thinking of what I should do."Can you tell who she is?" I asked and they shook their heads.“ I could na

VANCE I stood there and watched her walk back into the building. The doors closed behind her and I just stood there like an idiot with my hands in my pockets and the ghost of her lips on my cheek and an empty feeling in my chest. I ran my tongue over my teeth and looked away. Fine. Except it wasn't fine and I knew it wasn't fine and standing here pretending it was fine wasn't doing anything for me so I stopped pretending and just let myself feel the sting of her words. She had only seen me as her friend? I didn't ask her to kiss me on the cheek that night when I had dropped her home, had I? I hadn't asked her to do that. She could have ignored the calls we had at night if she didn't like me that way so what the hell did she mean, she was leading me on without meaning it to? Was it because of him? Was she planning to hurt me this way so I would be way too hurt to even consider giving m

VIANA“I'll be on my way,” Alvin said as he quickly shoved a sandwich in his mouth, grabbed the equipment that he had earlier brought down the stairs and placed a quick peck on my mother's forehead before he breezed out of the house.My phone pinged and I stared at it to see a kissy emoji from Alvin. I tried my best to hide the smile growing on my face but it was pretty hard to.“He’s working hard,” my mom said and I jolted, quickly turning off my phone and staring at her. Her voice was proud but worried at the same time as she started stacking the plates. “It’s good to see him so focused but I think he should rest more. Those legs need more healing.” she frowned.“Yeah,” I muttered, grabbing my half-drunk cup of orange juice and raising it to my lips for a sip before speaking. “Practice is getting intense and he's the captain so he has to be there, I guess and you know how hard-headed he is. ”Mum hummed in response and changed the topic. We talked about the weather and the season fo