Alle Kapitel von Sinful cravings for my hockey step brother : Kapitel 31 – Kapitel 40

VIANA.“Open your eyes,” Emily instructed and I peeled them open, staring at my reflection in the mirror. I looked… I was beautiful.My hair was thrown in a bun with a few strands let down to cup my face and she had done the smoky makeup on me, making my eyes pop with glossy pink lip gloss.“That'll be two hundred dollars,” Emily said in a high-pitched, fake French accent.I giggled and swatted her hand again.“This is a free service for me, pitying you and being your friend.”She slapped her hand to her chest and let out a gasp before we both burst out laughing.“Come on, we have to drive over to your place so you can get ready too.”She nodded and went to get her bag, carrying my jacket in her other hand and walking out of the room.I stared at myself one last time, grabbed my phone and hurried out of the room and down the stairs.My mother was still in the kitchen when I attempted to sneak by but I was unsuccessful.“And where might you be going?” She asked and I turned to her with

ALVIN“Where have you been bro?” Kevin asked, putting his hand around my shoulder and dragging me towards where the other guys were.“Heyy.” They greeted, slapping my palm into a handshake and patting my back as I walked closer to the rest of them.“What's up, guys?” I greeted, forcing a smile so my distaste for being here wouldn't be too obvious. I only came because I heard that Viana would be here and since I hadn't seen her all day, I wanted to… even if it was just for a while.“Nothing much this party seems boring as hell though.” One of them commented and the others mumbled and responded.Devin in the corner was the only one who seemed to be enjoying it. He was probably dragged over by Kevin.He nodded at me, and I nodded back. He then returned to silently enjoying the blasting music.I stayed for a second longer but I wanted to leave terribly. I couldn't do that while the guys still had a lot to say to me.“You seen Melissa yet?” Kevin whispered in my ear and I turned to him fro

VIANAI ran until I was outside.People were already staring. Some of them turned to nudge whoever was standing next to them. I kept my head down and walked to the side of the house where it was darker. My back hit the wall and I stayed there.My whole life was over.I wasn't being dramatic. It was just true.I had vomited in front of an entire party. There was a picture, there were probably multiple pictures and by tomorrow morning everyone in school would have seen it, by the end of the week it would still be everywhere.I squeezed my eyes shut."Hey."I opened them.Alvin was standing in front of me. He had followed me outside, of course he had."Go away," I said."You're standing next to a bush in the dark.""I'm aware.""Okay." He didn't move.I stared at him. He looked calm, he always looked calm. Even after the fight, even after the whole room went crazy, he just stood there like none of it touched him. I hated that about him."Why are you out here?" I snapped. "Go back inside.

ALVINIt took everything in me not to pull her close and kiss her.“What do you want?” I asked, staring at her and trying to hide the feelings that were crawling in my throat begging to be let out.“I just–” it felt like the words she wanted to say had died in her throat, and she paused, staring at me. I stared back at her.“You just?” I repeated, my heart racing. I attempted to let go of her hand but all she did was hold on tighter and it made my heart skip, not knowing how I was supposed to react to that.She looked down at our intertwined hands and began fumbling with them shyly. What was it that she wanted to say?“We don't have all day, Viana.”She looked up at me and huffed, dropping my hand, but it seemed to affect her more than it did me.“I just wanted to thank you, okay? For the funky-looking soup which didn't turn out to be a flop and for helping me.”“Helping you with what?” I asked her and she narrowed her eyes, giving me a menacing look.“Don't act like you don't know wh

VIANATime flew by and soon it was lunchtime. I grabbed my bag off the floor and walked out of the class. I was alone since Emily didn't offer the course with me. We always met at my locker before going to one of the restaurants together.As I walked closer to my locker, my heart started thumping harshly in my chest.People were still staring at me and it made me more uncomfortable than before. They were even whispering too, mumbling août how Alvin had to defend me in front of Marissa. I didn't understand why he would do that.Was that why he didn't want me to use my phone earlier? My eyes widened as it clicked and I sighed running my hand through my hair.I was going to have to apologise later.I finally got to my locker and pulled it open, putting my books in when I spotted Emily coming towards me from the other end of the hall.And Josh was with her. I rolled my eyes and faced her direction, giving her a tight-lipped smile.“Hey Em. Who is this you've got leeching on your back?” I