OUR SHARED BONDTIMONEI had been in love with Festus for four years.Four years of watching him from across the room. Four years of memorizing the way he laughed, the way he frowned, the way his hands moved when he talked. Four years of telling myself it would pass, that it was just a phase, that I would wake up one morning and feel nothing.It hadn't passed. It had only gotten worse. Every day, the want dug deeper into my chest like a splinter I couldn't pull out.Tonight, I was sitting on his couch. His apartment. His mess. His smell. He was in the kitchen, making drinks, and I was trying not to stare at his back. The way his t-shirt stretched across his shoulders. The way his jeans sat low on his hips. The way his hair curled at the nape of his neck."You're quiet," he said without turning around."I'm always quiet.""No. You're always thinking. There's a difference."He walked over. Handed me a glass. Whiskey. Neat. The way I liked it. He remembered. Of course he remembered. He r
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