The coma unit on the fourth floor was always quiet in a way that was different from other kinds of quiet. She had noticed it before. The sounds were there—the machines, the soft footsteps of the nurses, the distant murmur of the building but they sat under something else, some particular quality of the air that made everything feel held and suspended.She pushed open his door.Alex.He looked smaller than she remembered. She knew she would think this when she came in and she thought it anyway, every time, the first sight of him in that bed undoing whatever she had braced herself with on the way up. He had always been so present in a room. Now he lay completely still, his chest rising and falling with the rhythm the machine set for it, his face slack and pale and young in a way that caught in her throat.She sat in the chair and took his hand.Warm. His hand was warm, and that always surprised her even when it shouldn't anymore. She held it in both of hers and sat there for a moment in
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