Lahat ng Kabanata ng RUIN MY 4.0: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

Aiden's POV I’m slumped over Nikolai's desk, my laptop screen burning my eyes with blue light all over my half-assed slides. Tomorrow’s the presentation, but honestly? I can’t even pretend to give a damn right now.My brain keeps looping the same goddamn line from last night: “We broke up, Silas. It’s over. I don't care.”Over and over.Who the fuck is Silas?That’s the question that’s been eating me alive. I can't even believe I forgot to ask Nikllai about it in the morning. Was Silas the guy before me? I mean fine, whatever—everyone has exes.But the way Nikolai sounded, it didn't sound like it was ancient history. Was their relationship recent?I rub my eyes hard, trying to force myself back to the slides but we’ve got most of this thing done anyway. Hailey and I knocked out the bulk of it last week. It just needs some polish, transitions, maybe a couple graphs. Easy.Except I can’t focus for more than thirty seconds without wondering if Silas is taller than me. More handsome.

Aiden's POV I stare at Nikolai, my body locked in place like a deer in fucking headlights, the dildo still shoved deep inside me, stretching me wide and pressing against that spot that makes my toes curl even now. The vibrating cock ring hums relentlessly around the base of my dick, sending little shocks of pleasure through my balls and up my shaft, keeping me right on the edge but not letting me tip over. My face burns hotter than a goddamn furnace—embarrassment crashing into my arousal like a freight train.Part of me wants to yank everything out, cover up, apologize like a idiot, but the other part? The filthy, needy part that's been fantasizing about him all night?That part throbs harder at the sight of him, his broad frame filling the doorway, those piercing eyes raking over me like I'm his next meal.He doesn't say a word at first, just drops his jacket on the floor with a soft thud and kicks the door shut behind him. His tie comes off next, yanked loose and tossed aside, h

Nikolai's POVI'm lying down with Aiden tucked against my chest, his body still trembling faintly from the aftershocks. In this moment, the world outside this room doesn't exist, just us, tangled in sweat-damp sheets that reek of sex and satisfaction. His hair's a mess from where I gripped it, his lips bruised and shiny from taking me so eagerly, and there's cum smeared across his thighs and the bed. It's filthy, primal, and it stirs something possessive in my gut, but I know better than to leave him like this.He's sensitive after we play rough, and I don't want him uncomfortable, not when he's surrendered himself so beautifully. My cock twitches at the memory of his throat constricting around me, but I push it down.I press a kiss to his temple, tasting the salt of his skin, and murmur against his ear, "Stay here, malysh. I'll get something to clean you up." He nods weakly, his eyes half-lidded, that post-orgasm haze making him look even younger, more vulnerable.It tugs at some

Aiden's POV I stepped off the bus at the campus stop, the doors hissing shut behind me.My phone was glued to my hand, slides pulled up, as I scrolled through the last few pages one more time.Okay, clinical applications of Doppler ultrasound—got the diagrams down, the equations are solid. Professor Kline's gonna eat this up. I was in the zone, dodging a couple of freshmen on skateboards without even looking up.The bus had been packed, but it'd given me twenty uninterrupted minutes to cram. I smirked to myself, thumbing to the next slide. The campus was buzzing already: students hustling to classes, the coffee cart line snaking around the corner, distant laughter from a group tossing a frisbee. "Aiden! Hey, Aiden—over here!"The voice cut through the chatter, high-pitched and bubbly.I glanced up just in time to see Hailey barreling toward me from the side path, her ponytail bouncing.Though she'd been acting a bit weird earlier, I'd chalked it up to her being awkward; med school

Aiden's POV I clicked to the final slide, the screen glowing with our conclusion bullet point of Doppler ultrasound in vascular diagnostics. Hailey had actually nailed the animations here. I glanced at her; she was standing rigid next to me at the front of the lecture hall, her hands clasped tight in front of her with a forced smile on her face.The room was packed with med students slouched in their seats but surprisingly, most of them were listening."And in summary," I said, projecting my voice clear and confident, the way Nik had coached me to—"integrating advanced Doppler techniques not only enhances diagnostic accuracy but also paves the way for personalized patient care in real-time settings. Thanks for your attention. Any questions?"My words hung for a beat, then the applause kicked in.A couple guys in the back whooped half-heartedly, probably just relieved it was over so they could hit the vending machines.I exhaled, the tension in my shoulders easing a fraction. We nai