All Chapters of CRAVING THE BAD BOY: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

Sofia and I heard our own feets clamping against the wooden stairs because of how quiet the house was at the moment, she unlocked the door and we stepped outside, the cold air slightly brushing my face.Garrett and Nick were packed on the street, they were both leaning their backs against the car and exchanging a cigarette."I'll be right here if you need me." I assured her and she responded with a warm smile. She started walking towards the car, Nick started walking towards me. Damnit.Nick and Sofia exchanged a few words that I didn't quite caught as they walked by each other."Good evening, kitten." he greeted, his eyes raking me in the tank top and pajamas shorts I wore.I swallowed, hugging my body tighter. "I hate it when you look at me like that."He raised a brow, feigning ignorance. "Look at you like what?""Like you're undressing me with your eyes." I said rudely, as he leaned down and pressed his lips to my forehead, then to my temple, sending a wave of warmth through me.

My shift was over early, because Billy said he wouldn't be around on Wednesday, and wants me to cover up for him, hence, he was taking the rest of my today's shift and that of tomorrow.I couldn't leave now though, because it was raining heavily and I didn't bring an umbrella to work today. Seated by the window with my reading glass on, my fingers typed fast against the keyboard of my laptop.The ideas for my new book kept flowing in rapidly, and I typed in each words, conveying the emotions of my characters.Yes, I wrote fictional stories, although I was yet to publish any, no one had even ever read my works before, except my mom who of course, didn't believe in my vision. She said fictional stories were basically a collection of porn and I should delve into something else, preferably fashion and design.I, however begged to differ. I loved writing, it was the only perfect and stable constant in my life.'I love my husband, but he doesn't satisfy me sexually. He doesn't last and can'

"Why did you stop?" He grumbled, brows furrowing as hands immediately began clutching at my side to bring me back to him, but I refused to give in."I won't have sex with you Nick," I said, without any conviction in my voice. "That's the genesis of all our problems." "I didn't want to fuck you." My eyes popped open at his words. "Not today, atleast," he added."What do you want then?""To touch you."My brows furrowed, my palms trailing down to press into his ribs. "You are touching me."He shook his head. "I want more than this."My breath hitched at that, prompting him to continue making his case. "I want more than over-the-clothes petting and dry humping. If you don't, that's okay, I'll stop. But I'm also gonna be clear about what I want...that's to make you feel good." He pulled back even more, giving me the proper space to make my decision.I raked in a breath, uncertainty prickling at the edge of my mind. My head was screaming I ended this, while my heart was begging I gave in

He lifted my hands to his lips, brushing a soft kiss against my knuckles. "We can make this whatever we want, no labels, just out own rules. I really enjoy being around you. No pressure though, you don't need to worry about me expecting more. You know what I bring to the table, so...if all you crave is my body, that's absolutely fine by me."I bite down on my bottom lip, realizing he was completely misunderstanding me. He thought I was too scared to fall in love, but the truth was, agreeing to what he proposed was already a risk on it's own, yet I found myself teetering at the edge of it.Maybe I wanted an excuse to say yes, I told myself this could be good for me. I could enjoy him now and focus on love...if ever, later, when I had my career established. It couldn't possibly be that hard, right? But if I was going to agree, I had to set some grand rules.Taking a deep breath, I steadied myself. "If we're going to do this, I want us to be exclusive. And you cannot flirt with other wom

After glancing at the clock, he returned my grin, chuckling as he caught on. He bit his lower lip, seeming to wrestle with the idea for a few more seconds before visibly conceding. "Fine. You win, I'II pull on a condom." He said, his hands dipped into his pants pocket."Hurry." I urged, eager to get back to our activities.His nipple was right above my mouth, so I licked and gently teased it with my teeth. I heard him drop the wrappers with a hiss, cursing under his breath. I giggled softly as he fumbled around for them, continuing to lavish his nipple with my tongue. Finally, he grabbed the condoms again before righting himself infront of me."You're going to pay for that." he promised, eyes dark with intent."I look forward to it," I smiled up at him.Groaning, he dropped back over me and rasped. "One last time, are you sure about this?" His eyes pleaded with me to make a quick decision.Smiling, I assured him. "Yes. No more teasing. I'm ready and I want you.""Thank fucking God." M