Lahat ng Kabanata ng Caught in Between Lust and Desires: Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

🖱️Jayden🖱️ The first time Sammy’s father raised his hand, something ugly and terrifying stirred in my blood, hot enough that for a second all I wanted was to tear his throat out and watch the Alpha King learn what it meant to touch someone who belonged to me. I did not do it. I forced myself to breathe, forced my power to stay quiet, because killing him would have shattered Sammy in ways even time could not fix. Control mattered more than rage in that moment, and somehow I found it. Still, my blood remembered. I had only touched Jane, barely brushed her wrist, and her power answered me like it had been waiting for permission all along. The space around us folded without resistance and the world slipped sideways, neat and obedient, carrying us out of Sammy’s room before his father could rip the truth out of him with his bare hands. I did not plan it. I ordered it, and the difference scared me more than I wanted to admit. Now Victor’s father stood in front of us and he was not maki

🖱️Victor🖱️ ‘Ok dude… I think… no. I know. I am in love with this soulmate of ours.’ The thought did not come from me. It came from the thing that lived under my skin, the thing that watched and waited and growled when the world got too close. My monster said it calmly, like it was stating a fact everyone else had somehow missed, and the second it did, my chest tightened so hard I had to suck in a breath just to stay upright. After the miracle Jayden just performed, after watching my father walk away like his mind had been wiped clean by a god with attitude, there was no other word for it. Miracle. Everything about him felt insane. Unreal. Like I had slipped into one of those dreams where nothing makes sense but your heart knows exactly where to stand. Reality felt thin, stretched too far, and part of me kept waiting to wake up in my bed with blood on my lip and my father yelling down the hall. But I did not wake up. Jayden stood there for one last second, pale and shaking, eye

🖱️Jayden🖱️“Can someone read the content,” I asked quietly, my voice still rough, “because I believe this thing is written in English.”The words on the open pages swam slightly in my vision, not because they were unclear but because my head still felt like it had been shaken and set back wrong. I could see letters. Proper letters. Lines. Paragraphs. This was not some ancient runic nonsense or glowing prophecy language. It looked almost ordinary, which somehow made it more unsettling.Jane leaned closer immediately, curiosity winning over caution like it always did with her. She released my hand and carefully lifted the book off my chest, settling it between her palms like it might bite if mishandled.“It is English,” she said after a quick scan. Then her brows pulled together. “But… this is strange.”Sammy shifted beside the bed, impatience tightening his shoulders. “Does it even matter who wrote it. Just read the bloody content.”Jane shot him a look but did not argue. She cleared

🖱️Jayden🖱️ Ok what the fuck. That was the only thought in my head the moment Victor touched me. Energy flooded back into my body so fast it made me gasp. Not wild but controlled. Like something that had been missing finally snapped back into place. But that was not the strangest part. It was coming from two sides. From Sammy on one end. From Victor on the other. And both felt the same. Safe. Familiar. Right. That realization scared me more than the weakness did. More than the book. More than the truth about what I was created to be. Because this made no sense. None. My body responded to them without asking me first. My heartbeat steadied. My lungs filled properly again. The shaking stopped. My vision cleared. I could feel myself coming back online piece by piece, and I hated how natural it felt. This is not right. God what the hell is going on. I sucked in a sharp breath and tried to pull away, but Sammy was still holding my hand, his grip firm and grounding, while Vict

🖱️Sammy🖱️My Jayden is mated to Victor.Victor.As in Victor the guy I hate more than my own shit. The guy whose face alone makes my hands itch and my wolf want to tear throats. The guy I have imagined killing in at least ten different ways on a calm day.And now fate had the nerve to tie him to my mate.My greatest nightmare had finally come true, and I did not even have the strength to scream. The moon goddess must truly hate me because what kind of sick joke was this. After everything. After finding my mate. After finally feeling whole. This is what I get.I stood there watching Jayden breathe, watching his chest rise and fall like he had almost slipped through my fingers, and all I could think was that I cannot share. I do not know how to share. I do not want to learn. I will never share my mate.The thought of Victor touching him again made my vision blur with red.The only solution my mind kept throwing at me was simple and brutal. Reject him. Reject the bond and walk away bef