My mind spiralled with several thoughts as I sat on the thin mattress of this dingy hotel room, the cheapest one I could afford with the little money I had left. The ceiling fan above me creaked with every spin. The walls were yellowed, stained, and smelled faintly of mold. I haven’t slept properly in days. I haven’t eaten properly in weeks. And yet, my mind refuses to rest.Sofia!Her name echoes in my head, a constant, relentless torment. Her smile, eyes, and that laugh, the one that used to pierce right through me. But destroyed all of it, I destroyed her, and for what? Greed, pride, my own weakness, and stupidity.I grabbed the thin notebook I’ve been keeping tucked under the mattress. I took a pen, which ink is almost gone, and stare at the blank page. My handwriting was always precise. Now it trembled with shaky lines, uneven letters, and a reflection of my crumbling self.I wrote for hours, every word felt like it was ripping through me. I apologized for the betrayal, the d
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