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ELIASI left Kai standing in the kitchen and went straight to my room, closing the door behind me. Then I sat on the edge of my bed and dropped my head into my hands.What the fuck was wrong with me?I'd hurt her badly. The one person I'd sworn to protect, the one person who actually mattered, and I'd treated her like she was nothing.All because of my own fucking ego.Because Kai had shown up and I'd panicked. Because I'd thought I needed to keep up the act, maintain the illusion that I was still in control, that I hadn't completely fallen for her.But I had. I'd fallen so hard I didn't even recognize myself anymore.And this morning, after we'd just slept together, after she'd given me her virginity, after I'd told her I loved her, I'd pushed her away like she meant nothing."Fuck," I muttered into my hands.I could still see the look on her face when I'd jerked away from her touch. The confusion and hurt.And then later, when I'd told her to go back to her room. When I'd slammed t

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RAINAMy alarm blared at 6:00 AM, dragging me out of a restless sleep.I groaned and reached over to turn it off, blinking at the ceiling.How was it morning already?I'd spent the entire day yesterday locked in this room. Hadn't eaten anything except the omelet I'd made in the morning. My stomach had been growling for hours, but I'd refused to go downstairs. Refused to risk running into him.I'd ignored Zane's texts too. Let him hurt and suffer the way I had. He was going to hurt a lot more before this was over.I stretched, then forced myself out of bed, walked to the mini fridge in the corner of the room and pulled out a bottle of water.I drank half of it in one go, then set it down and headed to the bathroom.I turned on the water and stepped under the spray, closing my eyes to feel the coldness on my skin, trying so hard not to cry. When I got out, I felt marginally more human.I dried off, strapped on my wristwatch, and pulled on my training outfit- baggy black pants, an ove

What the fuck is going on?

ELIASI was exhausted.Completely, utterly drained.Six hours of Raina pushing me harder than I'd ever been pushed in my life. Lap after lap. Drill after drill. Corrections shouted across the track with zero warmth, zero encouragement, just cold precision."Lean more into that turn.""You're braking too late.""Again.""Faster.""Again."She'd made me repeat the same sequence seventeen times until I got it exactly right. Seventeen.And I deserved every second of it.I knew I was a pro. I'd been racing for years. But Raina had intentionally made things hard for me today, and I couldn't even be mad about it.This was what I got for hurting her. This was what I deserved.I stood under the shower in the track facility's locker room, letting the hot water beat down on my sore muscles.My body ached, my hands were cramping from gripping the handlebars for hours and my legs felt like jelly. But none of that compared to the weight sitting heavy in my chest.She still wouldn't talk or look at

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RAINAI couldn't breathe properly.My hands were shaking. My whole body was shaking.I kept replaying it in my head- the cars surrounding us, the glass shattering, the hands grabbing me, dragging me, the needle piercing my neck, the burn of whatever they'd injected into my veins.The terror. The absolute, bone-deep terror of not knowing if I was going to die.And now I was sitting here, in this massive hall, surrounded by strangers who were bowing to us, and someone was apologizing like they'd merely inconvenienced us instead of traumatizing us.My throat was tight. My chest felt like it was being crushed.I couldn't process this. I couldn't…"Raina."Elias's voice cut through the fog of my thoughts. I looked at his hand that was still on mine. "Breathe," he said softly. "Just breathe."I tried. In through my nose. Out through my mouth… but my hands wouldn't stop shaking.The woman bowed her head again, this time toward Elias."My name is Mia," she said clearly. "And we are all wolve

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ELIASI looked at her sitting on the bed… she looked so small and vulnerable.And it was my fault. All of it.She'd been through hell today and before that, I'd treated her like she meant nothing.My chest tightened painfully. I didn't even know how to begin processing the Alpha situation. Leading a pack? Have I even led anything that important before?Anyways, right now, that wasn't what mattered. What mattered was the woman sitting in front of me, trembling slightly, still trying to hold herself together.I took a deep breath and walked over to her. "Raina," I said quietly.She didn't look up."I know you don't want to talk to me," I continued, "but I need to say this."She still didn't respond.I dropped to my knees in front of her, taking both of her hands in mine. Her wide eyes finally lifted to meet mine."I was a fool," I said with a rough voice. "For how I acted, how I treated you. For pushing you away when all you did was give me everything."Her jaw tightened, but she didn'

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