All Chapters of Ride Me, Don’t Love Me: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

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ELIASI left Kai standing in the kitchen and went straight to my room, closing the door behind me. Then I sat on the edge of my bed and dropped my head into my hands.What the fuck was wrong with me?I'd hurt her badly. The one person I'd sworn to protect, the one person who actually mattered, and I'd treated her like she was nothing.All because of my own fucking ego.Because Kai had shown up and I'd panicked. Because I'd thought I needed to keep up the act, maintain the illusion that I was still in control, that I hadn't completely fallen for her.But I had. I'd fallen so hard I didn't even recognize myself anymore.And this morning, after we'd just slept together, after she'd given me her virginity, after I'd told her I loved her, I'd pushed her away like she meant nothing."Fuck," I muttered into my hands.I could still see the look on her face when I'd jerked away from her touch. The confusion and hurt.And then later, when I'd told her to go back to her room. When I'd slammed t

Served him right

RAINAMy alarm blared at 6:00 AM, dragging me out of a restless sleep.I groaned and reached over to turn it off, blinking at the ceiling.How was it morning already?I'd spent the entire day yesterday locked in this room. Hadn't eaten anything except the omelet I'd made in the morning. My stomach had been growling for hours, but I'd refused to go downstairs. Refused to risk running into him.I'd ignored Zane's texts too. Let him hurt and suffer the way I had. He was going to hurt a lot more before this was over.I stretched, then forced myself out of bed, walked to the mini fridge in the corner of the room and pulled out a bottle of water.I drank half of it in one go, then set it down and headed to the bathroom.I turned on the water and stepped under the spray, closing my eyes to feel the coldness on my skin, trying so hard not to cry. When I got out, I felt marginally more human.I dried off, strapped on my wristwatch, and pulled on my training outfit- baggy black pants, an ove

What the fuck is going on?

ELIASI was exhausted.Completely, utterly drained.Six hours of Raina pushing me harder than I'd ever been pushed in my life. Lap after lap. Drill after drill. Corrections shouted across the track with zero warmth, zero encouragement, just cold precision."Lean more into that turn.""You're braking too late.""Again.""Faster.""Again."She'd made me repeat the same sequence seventeen times until I got it exactly right. Seventeen.And I deserved every second of it.I knew I was a pro. I'd been racing for years. But Raina had intentionally made things hard for me today, and I couldn't even be mad about it.This was what I got for hurting her. This was what I deserved.I stood under the shower in the track facility's locker room, letting the hot water beat down on my sore muscles.My body ached, my hands were cramping from gripping the handlebars for hours and my legs felt like jelly. But none of that compared to the weight sitting heavy in my chest.She still wouldn't talk or look at

Twenty-four hours

RAINAI couldn't breathe properly.My hands were shaking. My whole body was shaking.I kept replaying it in my head- the cars surrounding us, the glass shattering, the hands grabbing me, dragging me, the needle piercing my neck, the burn of whatever they'd injected into my veins.The terror. The absolute, bone-deep terror of not knowing if I was going to die.And now I was sitting here, in this massive hall, surrounded by strangers who were bowing to us, and someone was apologizing like they'd merely inconvenienced us instead of traumatizing us.My throat was tight. My chest felt like it was being crushed.I couldn't process this. I couldn't…"Raina."Elias's voice cut through the fog of my thoughts. I looked at his hand that was still on mine. "Breathe," he said softly. "Just breathe."I tried. In through my nose. Out through my mouth… but my hands wouldn't stop shaking.The woman bowed her head again, this time toward Elias."My name is Mia," she said clearly. "And we are all wolve

Chaos

ELIASI looked at her sitting on the bed… she looked so small and vulnerable.And it was my fault. All of it.She'd been through hell today and before that, I'd treated her like she meant nothing.My chest tightened painfully. I didn't even know how to begin processing the Alpha situation. Leading a pack? Have I even led anything that important before?Anyways, right now, that wasn't what mattered. What mattered was the woman sitting in front of me, trembling slightly, still trying to hold herself together.I took a deep breath and walked over to her. "Raina," I said quietly.She didn't look up."I know you don't want to talk to me," I continued, "but I need to say this."She still didn't respond.I dropped to my knees in front of her, taking both of her hands in mine. Her wide eyes finally lifted to meet mine."I was a fool," I said with a rough voice. "For how I acted, how I treated you. For pushing you away when all you did was give me everything."Her jaw tightened, but she didn'

She stays with me always

RAINAWe ran out of the room before I even fully understood what was happening.The hallway was chaos.Voices overlapped. Footsteps thundered against the floors. Doors were being thrown open and slammed shut again. Elias didn’t slow down. He moved straight through it all like he had been built for moments like this. Then Mia appeared, pushing through a crowd of people until she reached us.“Elias,” she said quickly, out of breath. “Some of the guards stationed at the border were attacked.”My stomach dropped.She shook her head. “The rogues didn’t fully get in, thankfully, but the guards are badly injured. There are too many of them… and the healers don’t have enough equipment.”Elias’s jaw tightened instantly. “Where are they?” he asked sharply.Mia pointed down the corridor. “East wing. Old medical building.”That was all he needed. He turned without thinking and started moving again.I followed.We reached the building within minutes, but the moment we stepped inside, I stopped. T

I mean every word

RAINAMia led us through several hallways before stopping in front of a large double door.She pushed it open, and my mouth fell open.The room was enormous. No. It was bigger than enormous.I stepped inside slowly, my eyes widening as I took everything in. There was a sitting area, a fireplace, a dining space, a massive bed positioned against the far wall, and another door that probably led to a bathroom bigger than my entire old apartment."This is a room?" I muttered."It looks more like a mini flat," Elias said beside me.Honestly, he wasn't wrong. Even his room back in the human world wasn't this large.I slowly turned in a circle, still taking everything in.Mia smiled at our reactions. "Make yourselves at home," she uttered. "The ceremony will begin in two hours. After that, you're free to return to the human world if you wish."Elias nodded."But," she continued, her expression becoming serious, "this pack is your responsibility now. You'll have to return."My stomach tightene

Come on my cock

RAINAHis mouth moved to my neck, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin just below my ear. I gasped, arching into him. His tongue soothed the bite, then he moved his lips lower, trailing hot kisses down the column of my throat.I gripped his hair, pulling hard. "You're…" My voice broke as he sucked a mark just above my pulse. "You're an asshole.""Mm." He dragged his mouth lower, over the neckline of my dress. "Tell me something I don't know."The fabric of my dress was thin, and flimsy. He pulled it down, exposing my breasts to the cool air. My nipples tightened instantly, and I saw the hunger flash in his eyes.He didn't wait. His mouth closed over one nipple, and I cried out. His tongue circled the peak, then he sucked hard, making me scream. His hand came up to cup the other breast, flicking across the sensitive tip with his thumb. "Elias…" His name came out broken from my lips."You like that," he murmured against my skin."Shut up."He laughed softly, and slid his hand down my s

A wicked Alpha

ELIASI woke up to the warmth of her body against mine, and for a moment, I didn't move.Raina was asleep on my chest, one arm rested loosely across my stomach, breathing slowly and peacefully.A smile found its way onto my face. God... I'd missed this.Carefully, I wrapped my arms around her a little tighter, savoring the feeling of having her back where she belonged… in my arms.I'd been given another chance, and I wasn't stupid enough to waste it. Never again. I'd spend every single day proving it if I had to. I was going to love her with everything I had.My gaze drifted to her sleeping face, and yesterday replayed in my mind. Watching her heal those warriors… watching everyone stop and stare in disbelief...She had no idea how extraordinary she really was. She was so much stronger than she believed, and now I knew exactly what I needed to do first.She needed real training. Not because she was weak, but because her gift was far greater than she understood. If she could do all tha

Thank you Elias

RAINAThe bathroom door opened, and I looked up instinctively.My eyes landed on Elias. His hair was still damp from the shower, tiny droplets of water trailing down his neck before disappearing beneath the towel wrapped around his waist.I quickly looked away. Get yourself together, Raina.After everything we'd been through, I wasn't about to let him catch me staring.Out of the corner of my eye, I watched him pull on a black T-shirt and a pair of dark jeans before slipping on his watch."I'll be right back," he said, grabbing his keys. "Don't disappear on me."I rolled my eyes. "I don't think I know this place well enough to disappear."He chuckled, walked over, pressed a quick kiss to my forehead, and headed out.The room fell quiet.I wandered over to the large window and looked out across the pack. Warriors trained in the distance while children chased each other between the houses. Smoke curled lazily from chimneys, and people moved about their morning as though this had always

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