I did it again.I could have stayed still, I shouldn't have...I growl, punching the wall before me and panting heavily. If only...I don't know what to say or think about.I didn't realize my fists were bleeding until I felt exhausted and ran my fingers on my face.It keeps taking control like an ego that wouldn't be easy to get rid of.My hands trembles as I leaned on the rail, everything was blurry before my sight and I could feel it, that hate already.Perhaps, they were right, everyone would turn away from me, eventually, I'd be alone.Reeled with anger and a consuming fury, I moved towards my closet, dragged a cloak from the hanger, I covered myself and stomp out.Somewhere more solemn, somewhere I'd drown myself and avoid her for a while.Somehow, I pondered over how i'd approach her, her reaction and that seething hate.That fear when we come close and the thought of that drives me crazy.It's okay, hate has been a part of me, I don't mind if anyone sees me as the devil because
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