Lying beside someone you love when you are carrying a secret is its own particular kind of suffering.Not because the secret changes how you feel. But because the feeling makes the secret heavier. Every breath they take beside you is a reminder of what you are protecting and what you are risking and how fine the line is between the two.I lay in the dark beside Colt and stared at the ceiling and felt everything.His warmth. The slow rise and fall of his chest. The weight of his hand resting loosely near my shoulder. The way the room felt safer when he was in it, which was irrational and true at the same time.And underneath all of it, like a current running under still water, the question I kept trying to silence.Could it be him?I did not want to think it. I hated myself for thinking it. But the second mole was someone close to leadership. Someone with access. Someone trusted without question.Colt had been in Arizona three days before the ambush.A supply run. Routine. Verified by
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