All Chapters of Sinful Nights With Adeline : Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

ADELINEI laid on my bed staring at the ceiling. I haven’t stepped out of my room in hours. I don’t feel the need to cry or laugh. At some point, I knew it was inevitable. I just didn’t expect that it’ll be like this. I felt hollow inside but I had to shower because I started reeking of sweat and sadness. I let the warm water drown my pain away but it wasn’t enough.It’s not that I loved Wesley but I have good memories with him and we could have been so much more. Maybe I might end up liking him better. I stared at the cheap ring on my finger. Even after finding out that he lied about the cost of it, I still wore it and kept it dear to me. He’s right after all. I am a whore.Worse of all, it’s weird that I don’t feel guilty for what I’ve done. I don’t even feel bad and that’s why I feel bad. What I did was so wrong but it was going to be done sooner or later. I knew I would cheat eventually and I’m not even justifying myself.At first, when we dated, he was late. Then the sex came an

CROIXShe gave me a lighter. She gave me a fucking lighter like she didn’t know what it meant to me. I raised my hand, lighter in hand tempted to throw it off the cliff but I stopped. I couldn’t bring myself to even if I wanted to. I loved this lighter and I still do.I clicked it and the flame flashed before my eyes. I knew we shared birthdays. I remembered the first birthday and last birthday we had together. I chuckled even as a single tear dropped from my eye. I loved that day so much.FLASHBACKI crawled into the basement, my arm around my body, my hand pressing against the wound. The wound bled profusely and I struggled to get to the counter where I kept the bandages. My hand barely reached the counter as I sat, back to the freezer. I finally reached for it and grabbed the first aid box I’d stolen from the clinic downtown. I groaned in pain, my eyes burning and my jaw clenched.I cried out in pain while I poured the whiskey over the wound and pressed a cloth to it. I lit my cig

ADELINE“I need to hear the tempo more articulated. Again.”Conductor Harris raised his hand before us, beads of sweat dripping down his forehead as his salt and pepper hair glistened beneath the bright auditorium lights. Imagine my surprise when I got an email from him saying he wanted me here and that the breakup shouldn’t stop my potential. I was happy to come back and yes, I don’t want what happened to Wesley and I to disrupt what I had planned for my future.The French horns repeat their eight count as I casually peer at the gentleman at my left, his cello resting against his shoulders. We hear an audible mistake and the man rolls his eyes.“You are late on the count again.” Conductor Harris interrupts. “Just stop and start all over again.”We repeat the cycle over and over again until the issue is resolved. Conductor Harris has an ear for perfection yet somehow he is patient with his orchestra. He could easily scream, throw music stands and sheets and yell at every one present

CROIXLana hangs around my neck and the flames flicker brighter and brighter and the crowd continues growing in the backyard.Bonfire in the city.The music booming from the speakers rattles the old metal patio table they are planted on. The guests were drinking and enjoying themselves as we stood beneath the porch lights, a large fire at the centre of our chain-link backyard.More people showed up than I thought. Elijah is with some redhead with legs for days and Josiah licks a lollipop gazing at the stars. He really did quit smoking after all.“Wanna sneak away?” Lana whispers against my neck. “I’ve been missing that thick you got, baby.” Her acrylic nail trail along my belt. Needy whore.“Mmm, I’ve been missing it a whole lot.”She’s jacked full of Molly, simply needing a firm dick to fill the void. Rumor has it that she was just rejected by some Chicago rapper and desperate, she decided to come over at the party at my place.I take a quick drink of my nearly empty bottle, my eyes

ADELINEMy back rested against the wall as his hands explored my body. His lips are on my breasts. He’s gentle as his hands skims over the rosy bud of the other breast. “I’ve always imagined holding you this way.” His lips dusted over my rosy bud, tongue licking the nipple.“The way I’d choke you with my dick to the thoughts of finally holding this body.” He murmurs, sending chills up my spine. He peppered kisses along my spine. “The way I imagined leashing this neck.”His finger found my entrance and a soft moan reverberated up my throat. I closed my eyes tightly as he pressed his finger in me knuckle deep, and I instantly tightened against him, my body drawing him deeper. “I hated what you did with other men, what you had with them.” He pushed another finger in me. “So I had to do something. I had to stop them from having anything to do with you.”Unbuckling his belt, he opens his pants pulling them down with one hand while the other fists my hair. “Ahh...” I cried out, the pain mi