[Sera] I don't sleep. Not really. I do that thing where you lie in the dark with your eyes closed, pretending so hard your body almost buys it, but your brain's running laps around a track made of worst-case scenarios. Every time I start to drift, the bell above the door chimes in my head. Pine. Fresh snow. Gray eyes landing on my daughter like a scanner reading a barcode. Lulu's out cold beside me in the crib, one fist curled near her mouth, breathing in that slow, boneless way only babies and people with zero existential dread can manage. I envy her. Deeply. Around 2 a.m., I give up the charade and sit up. The room's dark except for the pale wash of streetlight through the curtain. Then I suddenly notice something on the pillow that wasn't there before. A black envelope. No stamp. No address. Just sitting there on the cotton like it grew out of the fabric overnight, matte and dark as a bruise. My heart kicks sideways. I snatch it up, glancing around the room like the se
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