Semua Bab Left At The Altar: Bab 11 - Bab 20

I wake to silence so complete it feels artificial.For a moment, I don’t remember where I am. The bed is too large. The air too still. Then the memory settles in—Chicago, the penthouse, Noah in the hallway last night with a glass of water and eyes that held too much.I sit up slowly.Light filters in through sheer curtains, pale and restrained, painting the room in soft grey. Someone has left a folded robe at the foot of the bed. Not plush. Practical. Dark.I swing my legs over the side and stand, padding toward the window. From this height, the city looks contained. Manageable. Like a map instead of a maze.A knock sounds—once, controlled.“Yes?” I call.The door opens only after a pause. Noah steps in, already dressed, jacket over one arm, tie perfectly aligned. He looks like he’s about to step into a board meeting, not like a man who spent the night standing guard outside a guest room.“There’s coffee,” he says. “And breakfast. If you want it.”I arch a brow. “You cook too?”“No,”

The first night alone is the hardest.I don’t sleep.Every sound feels louder than it should — the hum of the refrigerator, the distant siren echoing through the city, the faint creak of the building settling. I lie in bed staring at the ceiling, Noah’s words replaying in my head.Call me if anything feels off. Anything.I hate that a part of me finds comfort in that.By morning, exhaustion clings to me like a second skin. I dress mechanically — black pencil skirt, white silk blouse, hair pulled into a tight bun. Armor. Always armor.Work helps. It always does.By noon, I’m deep into back-to-back calls, negotiations that demand precision and control. For a few hours, I almost forget the unease coiled in my chest.Almost.It isn’t until Clara knocks on my office door that the feeling returns.“Ms. Hayes,” she says carefully, holding out a small envelope. “This was left at reception. The security desk said it was addressed to you. No return name.”My pen stills.I take the envelope slow

The ride to Noah’s penthouse is silent.Not the awkward kind — the heavy kind. The kind that presses against your chest and dares you to breathe too loudly.The elevator ride up is smooth, fast. My ears pop as the numbers climb. Noah stands beside me, close but not touching, his presence solid and grounding whether I want it to be or not.He doesn’t ask if I’m okay.He already knows the answer.The building rises ahead of us — all glass and steel, sleek and imposing. I’ve passed it before, admired it in passing, never once imagining I’d be walking into it like this. The security gate opens immediately. No waiting. No questioning.Of course.The silence feels louder than the city ever was.Noah gets out first, I hesitate.“This isn’t permanent,” I say, needing to hear it out loud.“No,” he replies evenly. “It’s necessary.”I take his hand — only for balance, I tell myself — and step out.The penthouse is vast, open, bathed in soft lighting. Floor-to-ceiling windows reveal the city spre

The first rule I break is deliberate.I don’t tell Noah.I don’t announce it, don’t argue, don’t provoke him into stopping me. I simply change my plans and walk out of the penthouse the next morning exactly as I always have — spine straight, heels clicking, confidence worn like a second skin.The private elevator hums as it descends, and I feel it then — not fear, not danger.Defiance.By the time I reach the lobby, my phone is already vibrating in my bag.Noah.I let it ring.Outside, the city greets me like nothing has changed. People rush past with coffee cups and briefcases, lives intact, worlds unbroken. I step into the flow and feel something sharp and exhilarating slice through my chest.I’m still me.The meeting across town goes smoothly. Too smoothly. I dismantle an argument, close a deal, shake hands with men who underestimate me the second they see my age — and regret it minutes later.It feels good.It feels normal.Which is why the moment I step out of the building and se

The mistake we make next is silence.Not the peaceful kind. The dangerous kind — the kind that pretends nothing has changed when everything has.Morning arrives without ceremony. Pale light slips through the floor-to-ceiling windows, painting the city in soft gold. I’m already awake, dressed, standing at the kitchen island with a mug of coffee I haven’t touched.Noah moves around the penthouse like a man carefully avoiding landmines.He doesn’t look at me when he pours his own coffee. Doesn’t comment on the fact that I’m wearing a tailored blazer instead of something casual. Doesn’t mention the kiss.That’s how I know it mattered.“You don’t have to escort me,” I say finally.“I know.”“I mean it.”“So do I.”Our eyes meet for the first time that morning. The air tightens — not with heat, but with restraint.“Last night shouldn’t have happened,” he says.It’s not an accusation. It’s a fact he’s trying to survive.“Do you regret it?” I ask.He doesn’t hesitate. “No.”The honesty lands