Ella."Something like that.""You're eighteen, Ella. You don't have to figure everything out right now."Actually, I'd turned eighteen three months ago, but correcting her seemed pointless when everything else I was saying was half-truths anyway."In my situation, I kind of do."She looked confused but didn't push. Just handed me more ice cream and restarted the movie.The ice cream tasted like nothing. The movie was just noise and colors. All I could focus on was the constant pull northward, the invisible thread connecting me to Kyle growing more painful with each passing hour.I stayed at Jade's for another hour, pretending to watch the movie, pretending the ice cream helped, pretending I was a normal teenager dealing with normal relationship problems. When her mom came home and asked if I wanted to stay for dinner, I declined. Made some excuse about Dad expecting me.I left Jade's house around seven. Dad picked me up. Asked how I was feeling. I lied again and said I was better."Yo
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