Chapter 181 BIANCA I almost made it. That was the thought I kept returning to, even after everything that followed, even lying on the examination table with the restraints cutting into my wrists and my heartbeat still ragged from the electricity and the shame of it. I had almost made it. The seam in the barrier had opened enough, after three days of patient, careful, grinding work, that I had been able to push through it — not elegantly, not the way my mother would have done it, but through, which was all that had ever mattered. The ropes had taken another hour after that. The charm woven into the fibers was linked to the barrier, I'd realized on the second day — they reinforced each other, the barrier's integrity feeding the rope's resistance, so weakening one weakened both. By the time the seam was open enough to work through, the charm in the ropes had already begun to fray at the edges. I'd found the thread of it, the specific frequency that the practitioner had used, and I'd
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