Bella POVTom slept in our bed for the first week.He didn't ask. On our first night home from the hospital, the doctors had cleared him, and the FBI was done asking questions. I had given him a bath, put him in his dinosaur pyjamas, and read him three books. Caleb sat on the other side of him, doing voices for the characters. When the books were finished, Tom simply didn't move. He lay between us with his hand tucked into mine, his eyes wide open, watching the ceiling."You can sleep," I told him."I know," he said."We're both here.""I know," he said again, and didn't close his eyes.I looked at Caleb over Tom's head as Caleb looked back at me. Neither of us suggested moving him.At some point in the early hours Tom fell asleep with his fingers still wrapped around mine.I lay there in the dark, listening to him breathe and thinking about the last forty-eight hours. I thought about the warehouse floor, his shaking body, and his voice crying, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy. I did not sleep at
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